Saturday, October 10, 2009,
i wanna start it over
i wanna start again
i want a new beginning
one without an end
i feel it inside
calling out to me
it's a voice that whispers my name
it's a kiss withoutwithout any shame
something beautiful, yeah, yeah
like a song that stirs in my head
singing love will take us where
something's beautifu;
i've heard it in the silence
seen it on a face
i've felt it in a long hour
like a sweet embrace
i know this is true
it's calling out to me
it's a voice that whispers my name
it's a kiss without any shame
something beautiful, yeah, yeah
like a song that stirs in my head
singing love will take us where
something's beautiful
it's the child on her wedding day
it's the daddy that gives her away
sometihns beautiful, yeah, yeah
when we laugh so hard, we cry
oh, the love between you and i
sometihng beautiful
it's a voice that whispers my name
it's a kiss without any shame
soemtihng beautiful, yeah, yeah
like a song that stirs in my head
singing love will take us where
something's beautiful
it's the child on her wedding day
it's the daddy that gives her away
something beautiful
when we laugh so hard, we cry
yes, the love between you and i
something beautiful
something beautiful
prison break marathon!
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Labels: a kiss without any shame
10:03 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009,
it's been super long since i blogged. and i would have forgotten my password. lucky all my passwords are the same. haha.. come to think of it, i think i should use different passwords. (x
and promos just ended. just celebrated my freedom yesterday at sentosa with a bunch of people. havent been this crazy since.. i cant even rmb when.
for the past few months, everyday felt the same. i dont think i even bothered to know what day it was. i just couldnt wait for weekends to come and for promos to end. but then again, next year will be another round of it. just worse. and before next year, there's still pw op and chinese alevels. i just took chinese o levels last year!!. i seriously need to buck up for chinese. who would want to take chinese next year again. such a waste of time and money. but that's just plain words.
so here's the plan.
as much as i hate chinese, i'll listen to chinese music. as much i hate chinese, i'll watch chinese tv shows, without eng subs. as much as i must struggle, i'll READ chinese.(even if it means taking one whole day to read a page or two) what a struggle. so, to make things easier.. I WILL LOVE CHINESE!. save me!!
alrights. just glad that im finally able to take a breather. back to pw-ing and chinese-ing. cheers!(x
btw, i think being a nerd is cool. so blogger.. ain't much of my thing anymore. (but i'll still come back hahahaha)
Labels: let's celebrate our freedom
7:57 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009,
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done
anw, blogger doesnt seems happy with me.. hmm :/
and i shall not care.. i have better things to care about. heh. (x
11:49 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009,
tell me how?.
i kinda hate my laptop. firstly, it's heavy, so i dread bring it to school. secondly, i waste lots of time on my com. doing what? i have no freakin idea. and everytime i need to do sth, i tend to drift off to doing other things like now. okay. i shall just face paper and black ink for the moment.
anw, i need to rant about a lot of things. but i just cant seem to tell you. ):
back to homework and study.
Labels: dont make me..
10:11 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009,
current situation
do you feel tired? yes, i do feel tired mentally and physically. but not giving up right here, right not. no, it's just the beginning. right now, my lists is full. i've wasted far too much time. now, i should not think that im studying as hard as others, cause inside, i know im not. and wasting my time thnking that life's unfair? why not just studying?. life is unfair, we all know that. then why complain? nothing's gonna change afterall. i've been the pushee, now i guess you're right. i have to be the pusher if i want them to change their attitude, their mindset. but it gets tiring after some time. please know it yourself. everytime we wanna get sth done, it nv gets done fully. why? i should just focus on my goal. but i wanna help you too. please help me to help you. it's very tiring. i just dont understand why. if you dont understand, just know that im talking to my brain.
current affairs
odac's ubin cycling keeps postponing. no odac training. i feel fat. yet, im losing weight cause im sick. but now, at least i can eat. and i will feel like vomitting again. and i have to do my gp hw. cause i dont wanna leave it to the last min again. and worry like shit and sleeping late cause i have to finish it or else im dead. okay.. other homework are waiting in line. i will finish them. then moving on to the next column, studying. i need it.
right now, i feel my life is so dull and so i need dull songs. but i seem to like it. (x
Labels: did you get what you deserve?
1:19 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009,
im so sick and tired of studying. maybe that's why im trying to find excuses once again to do other unimportant things. and maybe that's why i keep sleeping and im getting more and more tired each day. maybe i should stop going to school till school reopens. anw, i have ulcer because of scuba diving. maybe that's why i dislike it. but i still got my cert for scuba. and im so unhealthy. and i havent been doing much lately. so many undone homework, so many things i need to do. and others are at ASPIRE camp now. and i wanna sleep again. dang it. ): and i wanna see you. and i wanna rant about something. but i dont think it's appropriate here. so ask me if you wanna know. and the weather is getting damn freaking hotter each day. and there's like so many ants in my house. and i seriously, seriously want to have my own room so i can paste my stuff on empty walls and not having things to come in my way. it's time to clear my own table. and i wanna watch transformer and harry potter and many others. and i wanna sleep. but i need to study since i slept the whole day. and my mouth hurts. and i wanna scream and ...
the list just goes on and on and i just wanna repeat some things again and again..
Labels: it's all about you
11:12 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009,
heyhey quick post.. i feel so cut off from the world and i havent been using my com for days.. so i missed church's practice on saturday. and serisouly, with pw around, there's no life. my world revolves around pw and school and ccas. and.. yeah.. and cant wait for next training which i know will be tough. yaye!. okay. and i serisously need to focus now!. stop procrastinating!. and serisously need mrs ong's encouragement and yeah.. dont wanna type le. (x
Labels: shagged
6:45 PM