if i agree with you.. will you shut up!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008,



found it, post it. (x

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging temptest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied

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5:36 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008,

hello all!. im back from church camp and it was great.. esp the part where we got lost in pulau ubin. haha. want the whole story? ask me. i dont plan to type much anw. beside, really exhausted from the lack of sleep. plus im sick. [sleeping in air-con room + lack of sleep = flu] but it's the holidays, so it wont matter much. (x [maybe i'll type out the details another day when im not so tired.. haha. (x]
anw, i've learnt much from this camp and got to know some fellow church mates better. (x i rmb the other church camps i've been to, i didnt really cared about what the speaker had to say. i just wanted to enjoy myself. so i would say that this church camp is one of the best i've been to!.
perhaps then, i didnt really understand. but now, im glad.
there's many things i wanna type yet, i dont. perhaps im dont know how to express my feelings into words. perhaps im just lazy. hah!(x

i want to step out of my comfort zone.

cheryl: can i eat this?
me: you eat alr then you ask.. [she ah.. haiya..]

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9:02 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008,


i think typing everything down is too long. so im gonna write it short.
im gonna be a walking advertisement for my mum in JC, so i must do well. and she wants me to take h3 math. /: x'mas at weiying's house. great!, fun! tired... i need to go rock climbing. weikee?. out with YOU on 25dec.. cant wait. lack of sleep + sleeping in an air-con room= flu.. ): balloon sculturing~ waiting for isaac.. need to oack my room. prepare more x'mas presents.. lastly, thank you guys for all those sweet presents. love,love,love,love.

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6:01 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008,

today. Gloria talked about testing our faith. like if you had to choose your family or God. if you choose God, your family dies. but if you choose your family and denounce God, you get to live. but to think about it. it's actually a very difficult choice. both ways, it will hurt. and she also told us this game that she played: underground church(? cant rmb the name) said that there're many things you can learn from this game. truely, you can. i've alr learnt some things from what she said. in certain countries, you cant preach the word of God. so these Christians had to organise an underground church so that they wont be caught. some of them are actually risking their lives just to preach the word of God, as the people they preached to maybe a spy and...
however, what if there were 15 other non-christians and only one spy? will you still preach the word of God to save the 15?. what if there were only 1 non-christian and 1 spy? will you still do it?. it'll be scary for me to live in such a world and i thank God that i live in S'pore. but seriously, if such things were to happen, i wouldnt know what to do.. coward? courageous? maybe this shows that i need to strengthen my faith in God.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

ps: i've received my EAGLES AWARD! okay im happy!x)

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10:29 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008,

exciting things i did for the past days(x : went for netball 'training'. slightly sprained my ankle. )x but (x training was nv like the way we played that day. next day, went for interview with jas and jia. i got rejected 3 times that day. )x this is so rubbish. i feel that im not meant to work!. so im not looking anymore. next day, went to visit mrs augustine and shane augustine. so cute and lazy!. *screams!* next day, as usual. laid back to watch PRISON BREAK! SEASON 2!. (dont be jealous). next day,training again. plus helped out in church. nv stayed up so late. it kills you the next day especially when you have rock climbing.next day, died during rock climbing course. but fun! (x happy!. got my level 1 certificate!. i can belay!. and the cert is in a card size. /: next day, STANDARD CHARTERED!. ran 21km. okay, pratically, ran 12km only, walked the rest. but proud of myself! do you dare?. next day, as usual. another day of PRISON BREAK! SEASON 2!. (dont be jealous again.) next day.. which is today. burned at sentosa. fun! but feeling hot now. (x
how exciting, right?. honestly, it's very boring. because i still have a lot of spare time to spent, yet i dont want to be too busy and tire out myself. im so troublesome. /:

and apparently, the thailand trip is either postponed or cancelled. tsk!. should have gotten that robinson job!. >:(
okay i still have manymanymanymany free days. hurry book me!. and let's do something that doesnt involved money!. maybe i should just go to some childcare and work for free. another words, do cip.

personal: and im tired of your nonsense. tired of your criticism. you dont know how hurting your words are. enough is enough. im not gonna take it anymore. seriously, i wonder how you're gonna survive outside those walls. be prepared, cause money doesnt come easily.. i guess i still gotta put up with you for the time being. tsk!. /:

rock climbing soon!. sorry no pictures. i dont like to connect the camera to the computer and wait for dont know how long to get the pictures. plus the time to upload the pictures and all. no no. i dont like to waste my time doing something so stupid. besides, i dont know how you transfer the pics from the cam to the com. and because i was hoping not to get addicted to the com during the holidays since i have so much time, i decided to spend my time watching tv. and so im kinda addicted to the tv. im addicted to PRISON BREAK! (season 1,2,3) that's bad. okay. i want to study. this is crazy. /:

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