what a week! a very tiring week. a very.. hmm sad one too. and yes. my class was super small during that week. many were OGLs. and somehow, im jealous at them that they do not have to go to class and have fun. but yet, i thank God that i didnt signed up. cause i would have to use my free time to catch up with the oh so many work. i think i'll be super busy and stressed. and i think i wouldnt have the time to sit back and relax - just for a while- if i was a OGL. plus i may fail many test and quizes. (: so it's a good thing right? but then im still sad that i didnt get the white shirt. if i was a game facilitator, i'll only miss class for one day. plus i get the shirt. haiz. unfair. but it's alright. it's just shirt right?.

anw, after a long, long, long holiday, i thought i would get over. but i dont think i did. ): cause you're still everywhere. in school, at the busstop, at the gallery, at the LT.. you have to get out. you're such a distraction in my life. i dont know what to really say anymore. and i dont know if i can talk to you i if i ever see you again. you're so near, but i cant get hold of you. you're just my imagination, a pointless and endless fantasy. you are not real.. not real enough for me. you're just another supranee.

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