My shattered dreams and broken heart are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands,standing close to someone else
Now i sit all alone wishing all my feelins was gone
I gave my best to you,nothing for me to do
but have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop livin a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

haiz.. when i woke up, i felt damn tired lah.and guess what, i had no breakfast.. omg!!. where am i gonna get the energy?! but nvm, i just drank milk.then today had to run 2.4km.. CRAP!!i had no mood. and i was damn hungry and when we did the circuit thing, i almost puked!i felt damn sick lah.oh and zhixian fell and sprain her ankle.. her eyes and nose were like damn red.haha.. OPPS!.. sorry zhixian, if you're reading this.. anyway take care of your ankle.. oh and i advise you to go to the hospital. it's better.although you must pay quite a lot, i think. well anyway, back to my story.. haha..oh and i got my appeal letter.. AHH!!! I DIDNT MAKE IT TO THE OPTION THAT I WANTED TO APPEAL TO.. i shall write the letter that they gave to me.

27 Nov 2006

Dear Sir/Madam,

We refer to your request for your daughter ,Koh Shi Lei Claris(Sec2 2C1 / Year 2006)to be allowed to change from Option 4.1 to Option 2.2 in 2007.

We have seriously considered you appeal and carefully reviewed Claris's results. However, we regret to inform you that your appeal has been unsuccessful as there are no vacancies left in the class to accommodate your request. Thus she will taking up Option 4.1 in 2007.

You may proceed to buy the relevant textbooks for 2007 from the bookshop at the holding school at 15 Serangoon North Ave 1 till 30 Nov 2006. If you still have any queries, please call the office at 64880424.

We hope to continue to work closely with you to help her do well academically.

Yours sincerely

haiz..anyway the class im going to is also not that bad lah..at least have some ppl.. YES! im referring to you.=)so be glad..haha.. oh and i just told my mum that im not really interested in piano anymore..then i felt bad, cause im gonna take my theory exam next year and if i dont, i've just wasted 1 year of piano fees. so i've decided to take my theory exam then i'll stop for a while and i'll see if i wanna continue. and tml is ALYN'S birthday!!.. and i can stay over.. omg!!.. unexpected.. anyway, im gonna sleep like a pig again. haha.. and enjoy my day tml yeah!

im damn tired.. then on thursday got training again.. sian arh!!!.. only got one day break.. and i just came back from sec4farewell camp.. i LOVE today's breakfast!! haha=)then ytd's dinner like not full.. and it's not really dinner.. cause it's snacks and fruits and other things not including rice or noodle..oh and we played DIRTY games.. so disgusting!!!..fun but disgusting.. haha..=)oh and at night, i slept so comfortably..cause me and jamie slept on her sleeping bag and we use my sleeping bag as a blanket.. smart right?!.. so warm and cozy..haha.. ohya.. forgot to mention the performance.. haha.. the sec1s did some dance.. hanya and stephen can be future dancer..haha.. and the sec2s were quite retarded.. sorry lah but it's the truth and the truth hurts..haha=)then we didnt get to see the sec3s performances,cause they film it.. and the sec4 gifts is so nice.. i also have one exactly the same.. haha.. won it during the interclass netball competition.. haha.. overall, the camp was fine.. right now i've gotta rest and prepare for thursday's training.. so i shall be a pig a sleep for the whole of tml.. wahaha=)

i wont talk
i wont breathe
i wont move
'til you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
i dont look
but deep inside
the corner of my mind
im attached to you

'cause im weak
it's true
'cause im afraid i know the answer
do you want me too?
'cause my heart keeps falling faster

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

you dont know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
im afraid to move

im weak
it's true
im just getting to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me?

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

i know when i go
i'll be on my way to you
a way that's true

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

opps!!! and today's JIALE'S birthday.. happy birthday jiale!!!.. love me!!haha=)

wah training just ended today.. damn tired man.. actually wasnt really looking forward towards training camp.cause its training camp..haha=)but it was quite fun especially the 2nd day.. wahaha.but i hate the morning exercise.we had to run 2.4km. it's madness!!!!! ya in the afternoon, we played w A.I. we trashed them like crazy.. haha.. then the third day, which is today, was quite okay lah.. oh. and i hate sleeping in the classrooms. soooo dirty and the floor very hard..haha.and it's like damn cold.. i was freezing!! ahh!! thank God im home.. im so grateful to be home..haha.. ya.and i've also learnt many many many things from the training camp.. yeah!!=)))

Hi Claris! Hahaha I so nice help you make blog :D