superfats to the rescue!

woah. not really used to NOT blog everyday. haha. but i've gotta control myself. xD

okay, so monday had training. sprained my finger. wth! so painful. until it still hurts, but its better.xD yaye! tuesday..did the stupid geog project. lame shit. wed- suppose to have some science thingy,but was cancelled,so qy cut my hair. ahh! i think i look ugly. super short,but some people thinks it's nice. so.. i guess it's okay lah. just that it's super short.=)

thursday went to weiying's chalet. i wanted to go right after school, but too bad for me that nobody went straight after school. met up w gloria, then we went to meet other people and went tgh=) we kept taking lots of pics, jumping on the bed, throwing of cake [who the hell started it!!haha], watched mini tv, blah blah blah. haha. wanted to go swimming but it was closed. kay, went to gloria's house at around 12 plus?? slept at her house. [i love big bear!] haha. and i think that your toilet is scary!. haha. friday.. which is today. gloria's father send us to east coast park. took many many pics before we ran. haha. fun and quite retarded. run the 3.5km?? and i've got the 13th position. great isnt it? [i received a trophy!]haha. okay. after that, we [super duper BIG group] went to eat tgh at park way parade. [i love mos burger!] then went to the arcade. kana chased out. wanted to play ddr but the two people keep playing. damn long lah. gang went to make wy's birthday present.haha[ i bet it's jaslynn's idea!=) ] went to buy an ice cream that cost me $4. wth!. i feel that i've wasted my money but the ice cream was damn freaking nice!xD. kim, wy, jia, gloria and kh went to my house to watch scary movie. wahliao. scared me to death can!. [ think im gonna have nightmares tonight=) ] alrights.

then tml. gotta do the stupid project again. wahliao. anw, i gotta take my books from my lockers. im hardworking=) and im proud of it!xD
pea- you heard what mrs lee said. no more putting of my pics anymore hor. moron!xD.

loving you- is very painful.

Labels: this shall be my last

apprently, we didnt go to sentosa. thank god. or else we'll be burned like some red shit. haha.okay. outing was cancelled? it doesnt make any difference to me cause i cant go out at night. and the outing was at night(at chomp chomp)haha.

school's tml. cant wait. and i dont feel like going. haha. saw the new timetable. and im still planning not to bring anything tml. i'll pretend that i dont know anything. haha. and i heard there's a projector at the parade square? wth!? that's lame lah. my class ending at 3.20 and im having training at 3. gotta rush. hate rushing.

anw, just finish packing my room. MY GOSH!. there's so much space now. and now i've got the mood to study. haha. alrights. gonna pack my bag for tml, eat dinner, then sleep EARLY! for the past few days, i've been sleeping at 12 plus. and i dont feel tired. hope that i can wake up tml lah.:)

and i wrote this letter in my head
cause there's so many things left unsaid
but now your'e gone
i cant thingk straight.

Labels: everytime

superfats to the rescue!

yaye. finally got the picture of crayons.=)

i'll always look back, as i walk away.

Labels: queen of my heart.

all we need is time to heal.


beautiful+beautiful= ultra beautiful.
the beautiful you!

i love da group. rockers of my life.

christmas. should be last year lah. i just love them so much.<3

i just want to live.

Labels: whats the point?

pea- oh.. you're so dead. haha. ( i put your name in green because you are a pea. get it? haha)
anonymous- fuck off? go fucking die lah. dont tag if you're unhappy.

omg! that anonymous just spoilt my day. fucker!. okayokay. let's chill.

chill babe!

today= great,fun and tired.
went back to the primary school again. played with them. lee huang, rachel leong, angelar(spell?) and kah hui? aiya kah sth lah, went there too! the stupid rachel wong suppose to come. the only reason she didnt come because she thought that im not coming. wahliao. then dont want to pick up our phone calls. argh. okay. the GD's good. really. she's damn aggressive. haha. played centre. died within the first quarter but i still continue. just killing myself. okay last quarter-5mins. played GK. that's damn easy. dont have to run so much. then after training, got coach mun to sign some paper so we can get our cip hours.haha. then went opposite to eat. talked, laughed. haha. till 6.40pm. wah damn tired and i realised that i didnt change when we left. im slow. haha. okay. went home bath. god-brother suppose to help me cut hair. but he wanna play mahjiong. wth. nvm, still have achong!.:) hope it wont be a disaster:)

cant you see im in love with you
cant you see there's so much i'll do

i gotta do sit-ups. tml going sentosa to sun tan. hah!. too bad im leaving early. and omg! im scared that i'll get sun burn. then trainings gonna kill me. ahh!!!.

love
i see forever in your eyes
i can see heaven in your smile
just look at zhixian. haha
i love this photo a lot!

loves<3

Labels: you gotta be kidding.

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里

因为我只想要你高心

我知道我会辛苦也会难过

但我什么都愿意

不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里



went to the primary school to "train" with them. i just love playing matched with them. haha. going tml again. yaye!:) and rachel's coming. didnt see her for damn long. suppose to come today but she's lazy. pig lah she. after that. went to moy kit's house. i love the bee hoon. ate 2 bowls. [ im damn hungry]haha. she gave me a wallet!. ahh! yaye. dont have to bring that gay wallet to school anymore! thanks moy kit!haha. she also gave fiona a mr. bean bear. haha. okay suppose to do the english project, but we dont have the compos. thanks to jessica. so we gave our newspaper a name. [shh.. cant say. later ya'll copy. haha] wanted to go jamie's house and see riko and play badminton, but it rained. wth!. oh well. i was tired. watched tv till slept. yaye and jamie's gonna help me in my chinese. yaye. bet she's gonna die teaching me. haha. oh well.. what are friends for. haha.



you're all i want, you're all i need, you're everything.



going to sentosa on sat with crayons. doubt i can go. haiz. i really want to go and suntan lah!. my tan is damn ugly. thanks to all the trainings we have. then after that, we're going chomp chomp. oh.. im broke now can!anw, bet tml's gonna be another boring day.



这是爱情还是你太美丽

让我作出不可思议的事情

我只知道我要看你开心

我什么都愿意 只要能够靠近你

Labels: paint my love

you are my life, my soul, my girl.

broken this fraglie thing now
and i cant , i cant pick up the pieces
and i've my words all around
but i can, i cant give you a reason

i feel so broken up and i give
i just want to tell you so you'd know

here i go
scream my lungs out
try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one
that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one

made my mistakes let you down
and i cant, i cant hold on for too long
live my whole life in the ground
but i cant, i cant get up when you're gone

and something's breaking up
i feel like giving up
i wont walk out until you know

here i go
scream my lungs out
try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one
that gets me like you do

here i go
so dishonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone

here i go
scream my lungs out
try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one
that gets me like you do

cant you just leave her alone. put yourself in her shoes. you caused enough trouble. just concentrate on you damn studies now. just leave her alone.

Labels: my boo

lovely.

Labels: campstarers. haha

i regretted.

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

it takes time to heal

Labels: im sorry.

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

omg! my mum was trying to kill me by waking up so early just to do maths. siao. i need 10 to 12 hours of sleep. haha. and i watched the epic movie ytd. my gosh. it's similar to scary movie. haha. damn funny and retarded. haha. ya'll should watch it. haha. and cant wait for tml! yaye!haha.:)

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

havent finish my homework yet.DARN! i dont plan to read that chinese book. im just gonna die reading it lah. and im still not sure what homework i have. oh well. and im gonna fail my english project. someone do something!

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

the most beautiful of all- you!

Labels: how great is our God

Labels: beauty and the beast.

baby dont be gentle.
i can handle anything.

oh man. i hate handling uhu glue. damn freaking sticky and annoying. once it touches you, you'll just die getting it off [especially when it's stuck to your thigh. damn freaking painfully lah!. haha. and how did the uhu glue get on my thigh? haha. i was squeezing it with the cap off [trying to push the back part to the front] then it just drip on my thigh. damn freaking painful! my thigh is red now. haha.

okay. today's father's day,aye? [hopefully, or else im just embarrassing myself] yup and my mum told me to make a card for my dad. okay, so i used my whole afternoon making the card[ i was doing papercut.. damn fun to cut lah:)]yup and when it was done, i showed it to my sister..
and she said: claris! it's not happy birthday. it's happy father's day.
what the hell! seriously, i thought it was my father's birthday. why else would my mum told me to make a card for my dad and they bought a shoe for him[ cost me ten bucks.. half my allowance leh! which means this week i'll only have ten bucks]. so obviously i would think that it's his birthday. then i had to redo everything. but.. i just change to front cover. just pasted a post card on it. haha. and made another papercut and paste on the post card. and that explains why i was using uhu glue. haha. i think my art work is damn nice!:)

yaye. and on the 2oth. we're going out with melvin to have.. okay i dont know. haha. most likely steamboat? again. and im gonna have steamboat again with crayoners!. ahh! 3 steamboats within one month! i can just die getting burn and heated up.haha "kill me now! kill me now!" quoted from gloria ng yu yan. haha. and i have a strong feeling that she's gonna " kill me now!" haha.

the prettiest girl alive!:)
love you!heh:)

Labels: you got me right where you want me.

i have pea's photo. i've got nothing to "say" about you. so i shall put your pic. remember this?

pea-ness in you..[ opps! sounds wrong!.but who cares lah. haha]

Labels: pea-ness in you

ahh! can someone send me the song "thanks for the memories" by fallout boy. heh

oh yes.. and the pics from the da group outing! yaye!x) i finally know how to upload pictures! yaye!

hahax)

ewww..

steamboat=)
yaye! steamboat. love it!.

Labels: heh:)

and i can see your face
your kiss i still can taste
not a memory erased

had the most fun!. yaye!. played with gloria's church against my church. thank god it's the chinese side. i dont know a single one of them.. excpet those who are or used to be in my mum's tuition. haha. or used to be my junior. haha. okay. and i hate to play with them. so pushy!. wth!. okay nvm. it's just a game.

oh how i see your star
shining down on me
and i do anything
if i can just be right there..

okay. practically did nothing today. woke up. eat. waited damn long for gloria to call me[so i continue eating. im fat!haha]then played with gloria's church against my church. wanted to go out and eat with them. but im scared that my mum would scold. so didnt bother to ask and just said that i couldnt go. haha. okay. went home. eat[again!. why cant i stop eating! argh!] then watched jump in. cool show. like the way they jump and all the stuff. bleah! whatever!. haha. okay then i eat again! [argh! someone stop me please!] okay. didnt study.. but but.. i packed my room! yaye. it was like a pig style. BUT NOW!.. it's so neat! yaye. and i've got a 'new' carboard!. and it's pathetic. it's damn freaking small lah. oh well. better then nothing right? haha.

now baby there are times when selfishly
im wishing that you were here with me
so i can wipe the tears from your eyes

and im damn freaking happy lah! x)

if you were mine.
i would tell everyone
that you are the only one
that i could ever want.

i needa 'cut' some fats. haha x)

Labels: all the words i sing about

after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd here
and my love for you is blind
but i couldnt make you see it
couldnt make you see it
and i love you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go.

im glad you see that.

goodnites=)

nothing can make me change my mind the way i feel about you.

Labels: you're always beautiful in my heart.

i didnt expect it would turn out this way.

and again.. had a great time with some wonderful people. wahaha. okay. went to marina bay at 1 plus. [suppose to be 1pm] went to the arcade. dont have a lot of things to play. but fun. after that, played badminton. we're like siao people lah. haha. and the stupid wind keep interfering. haha. ohohoh. and we painted our nails. haha. i painted!. can you believe it?. it's damn freaking ugly. haha. but it's only one thumb. haha. then i drew smily faces and crosses on my nails. haha. okay then went for steamboat. at ate 5. and there's no one there. haha. ate till 7. okay full like hell lah. my stomache was exploding!.haha. then we wanted to go to suntec planned to walk there. okay that was a bad idea. but we did. and guess what? we walked one big round. stupid lah. haha. well, it was nice while it lasted. and i stepped on a smail! ahhh!!!! damn disgusting can!i bet other snails will want revenge. haha. kay, then jia and zx went home first. left me chong, chin and bella. went to 7 eleven. blah blah blah.. okay. then went home. watch supernatural. okay i dont really know what the hell the show was talking about. haha.

then today. woke up late again. went to vivo to eat. i cant eat. [first time leh!] something's wrong with me lah. okay. shopped for food at giant. blah blah blah. went home. cant eat dinner too. now im watching some retarded hongkong show. haha. damn freaking lame lah. haha. okay.

then tml. wahaha. playing for gloria's church? against my church? er. dont know lah. haha. if so, hope they wont reconise me. haha. okay that's stupid. i bet my church's gonna kill me. haha.

and.. one more week before school reopens. great isnt it? cant wait to carry my stupid heavy bag. listen to the stupid lessons[especially kmc's lesson] waking up so damn early. no life!. im so gonna die. haven finish my homework. dont really plan to do chinese. im screwed up.

my girl.

Labels: screwed up.

what would you say if i ask you not to go
to forget everything, forget everyone
and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go.
promise me you'll never let me go

you're right. im nothing.

Labels: im nothing without you.

the one and only GREAT me!.=)

today- boring? fun? irritating? well, it's definately a boring, fun and irritaing day. training was good. nth much. game with primary school. woah they are ROUGH! almost fell thanks to my wa. suppose to lunch with lee huang and gang. but pea called and said that i needa do THAT geog project. okay it's over now. and still, i dont have a single idea what the hell we are doing and what the hell are we suppose to teach the class. i think that all of this is just rubbish. but for the marks, i will do it. [ needa pass this damn subject] okay. went to fiona's house to do that damn project [pea, wk and fiona irritated me. ahh!!. kill them.] and we havent even started our english project. can say bye bye to our marks. okay. later, played pool, like 3-5 times. haha. fun, man! went home at around 5. watched tv till9 then study. okay, see how boring that is.
so my day was a boring, fun and irritating day.

i hate my life.

going out tml. yaye. im gonna be broke after that! and i havent finish my homework yet. left chinese, eng.. what else? hack lah. just let me die on the first week of school. i deserve it anw. and there's no training next week. woohoo!. i feel free!. june holidays are not even holidays. have to study. not much freedom. training 3 times a week. cant really go out. [must stay at home to study, but seriously, i just stay at home to watch tv, so just let me go out!]

i'd never knew that it would hurt so much.

okay playing for gloria's church this sunday. damn freaking lazy to run. anw, im excited for it!=)

i hate this feeling. maybe i shouldnt say anything. im sorry.

if loving you with all my heart's a crime, then im guilty.

Labels: im guilty.

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard
We look eye to eye
But I'm swept you away

i just saw pea's blog. and she's gonna die. anw, i dont remember when they took the pic and when did viv punched me? er. nvm. therefore, i conclude that i have a bad memory.[of course not!] haha.

you smiled at me.

okay. yesterday. training. didnt run 2.4 km. yaye. thank god. and tml's training, we're not running 2.4 km again. i guess we're gonna die with sprints. okay. nothing much. gonna play with the primary school tml. yaye. cant wait to trash them. but hopefully they wont trash us. haha. okay. tuition tml. after that, going to fiona's house to do geo project. [still have no idea what the hell we are gonna built.. or do]yup. by then it'll be damn freakin' late. okay.

and i wanted to go out this evening but my god-bro is in the hospital. sad. then my sis's going to visit him when she is suppose to go out with me. nvm lah. her bf is much more important, right?

okay. so it's been a boring day. had the weirdiest dream. woke up at 12 again. 12 hours of sleep=) im a pig. studied from 3 to 5. later gonna study again.
my life is boring.

guess i was too harsh, huh?? sorry.

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你高心
我知道我会辛苦也会难过
但我什么都愿意
不在乎狂风暴雨不管你在那里

Labels: answer the phone.

today's game.. didnt die. amazing. i wasnt really tired after the game. usually, i cant really breathe.but amazingly, i could!. okay. maybe it's because we run 2.4km every training. haha. okay that saved me. and there's training tml. dont feel like going, but have to lah. sianz. and didnt play my best today. im so disappointed in myself. haha. okay. gotta get ready for tml's training. goodnites.!:)

Labels: save me.

watch out everyone!

game tomorrow with AMK sec!. okay who wanna support please go there around 8. alrights. game ends at around 1130. watch us play for FREE! yaye! dont need to spend ka ching! wahaha. :) great isnt it?. so to those out there who are reading this blog, you better come and support us!. updates- next time. see ya.

okay. that was suppose to be an advertisement. haha. it's lame. i know. cause im bored. haha. did really nothing today. er. woke up. watched tv. eat. watched more tv. [ i finally finish watching PRISON BREAK!. not satisfied with the ending. cant wait for season3!=)] woah!. im a pig!. oh well, it's the holidays. so what do you expect? haha. and im so excited for tml's game. ahh. and i hate their floor. it's damn freaking slippery!. ohwell. game's tml. better be prepared mates!. we're going into battle!.

i must lose some weight!=)

Odette:
If I could break this spell
I'd run to him today
and somehow I know he's on his way to me
Derek, you and I were meant to be

Far longer than forever
I'll hold you in my heart
It's almost like you're here with me
Although we're far apart

Derek:
Far longer than forever
As constant as a star
I close my eyes
and I am where you are

Odette:
Sure as the dawn brings the sunrise
We've an unshakeable bond

Derek:
Destined to last for a lifetime
and beyond

Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
I swear that I'll be true (I swear that I'll be true)
I've made an everlasting vow
To find a way to you

Both:
Far longer than forever
Like no love ever known
and with your love
I'll never be alone

Odette:
Far longer than forever

Derek:
Much stronger than forever

Odette:
and with your love
I'll never be alone

Labels: may the best win.

everytime i see your face
everytime you look my way
it's like it all falls into place
everything feels right

once again, im thinking about the past. how beautiful it was. had great memories. yes. it was great. and i loved it. a lot. i miss the seniors. i miss the time when i was in sec1. everything was great. nothing to worry about. i had all the time i wanted. i miss those trainings. i miss those people. why, of course i cant forget them. because they are my life. my seniors. my teammates. my friends. they are everything to me. and i thank God for them.

seeing you- makes me smile
=)

and i scared myself today. yingjun looks like a ghost. seriously. her smiles are freaky and her eyes are damn big and her.. just look at her friendster proflie. hope that she wont come across this blog. haha.

*note: when pea sleeps in camp, she will want her hair not to be messy when she wakes up, so she will keep combing her hair at night[with her hand lah] and seriously, she looks like a hamster when she does that. haha [pay back time]

whatever bitch!

you're just fooling yourself.

damn you're right. let go!. it'll never be the same again. dont you feel that something's missing?. nothing will be the same. let go. stop clinging. it wont bring back the past.

once fooled. never again.

ys
wcyjlgom
icsyam
ihy

you suck!. just go away.

Labels: no more.

nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
cause we gon' fight
ohyes we gon' fight
believe we gon' fight
we gon' fight
fight for our right to love yeah
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you

nobody wanna see us together
nobody thought we'd last forever
i feel im hopin' and prayin'
things between us dont get better
men steady comin' after you
women steady comin' after me
seem like everybody wanna go for self
and dont wanna respect boundaries
tellin' you all those lies
just to get on your side
but i admit there was a couple secrets
i held inside
but just know that i tried
to always apologize
and i'ma have you first always in my heart
to keep you satisfied

nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
cause we gon' fight
oh yes we gon' fight
believe we gon' fight
we gon' fight
fight for our right to love yeah
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you

got every right to wanna leave
got every right to wanna go
got every right to hit the road
and never talk to me no more
you dont ever have to call
even check for me at all
because the way i been actin' lately
has been off the wall

especially toward you
puttin' girls before you
and they wantchin' everything i been doin'
just to hurt you
most of it just aint you
aint true
and they wont show you
how much of a queen you are to me
and why i love you baby

nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you babe
cause we gon' fight
oh yes we gon' fight
believe we gon' fight
we gon' fight
fight for our right to love yeah
nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
cause i got you

Labels: dont matter

it aint gonna work. so just forget it.

yaye! finally my blogskin has changed. yaye.
thanks a lot GLORIA NG YU YAN! LOVE YA!
ytd: nth much really. erm. someone spoil my day again. haiz. studied at eliz house. im satisfied! i did one homework. yaye. dontknow how many more to go. haha. okay. then mum went overseas without us again. then i forgot to let her sign sth. die. okay nvm. played badminton with jas, bella, and jiale. haha. damn fun! and damn retarded. haha. and i hate the lift. heard too many ghost stories. freaked out. haha.
okay today..
woke up at 2. amazing huh? haha. slept for like more than 10 hours. haha. okay. then ate my lunch then gloria called. yup. yaye. love talking to my bestfriend. seriously nth to do. someone entertain me. oh and pea is gonna die on the first day of term 3. she's gonna die a horrible death. you heard that pea. you are gonna die!. you're going down!.

you broke your promise. somehow i just trust you no more.

maybe someday i will see you again.

i learnt how to play "accidentally in love" yaye. i can play it all day long. wahaha. okay. now im still bored. and i feel like doing something that i should have done long time ago, but i forgot what it is. haha. okay lame. haha.

i miss you so much.

Labels: cowardly coward

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old mr. webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

Labels: what hurts the most was being so close.

it must be a gift from heaven.

you are my heart
you are my everything
the moon and the stars and the air that i breathe
and you gave me strength again.
somehow you found me
wrapped your love around me.

training killed me!!. but fortunately, im alive. thank God!:)
sort of wasted my time today, but it was worth it. haha:) thanks Da group! i love you guys!:) something damn embarrassing happen today. haha. shall not elaborate. haha:)okay, erm. on tuesday, the whole b'div ran less than 13 mins. that's so cool!. but today, all of us deproved. weird. okay. nvm. weikee came on tues to have maths tuition. haha. she's damn funny lah. haha. told me all the lame jokes. so lame lah. can die man!. haha. yup and training is getting boring and it has become more tiring. cs's trying to kill us! ahh!!! nth much today lah. just that i stink! seriously i stink! haha. okay.

you dont have to force yourself to do something that you dont wanna do. so please.. do what is right. okay. you dont have to listen to them. listen to your heart.

you're a bitch but i love you anyway.

i will move heaven and earth
give you my heart, for all that it's worth
you are mine till the end of time
i dont care what we've been through
till the end my heart belongs to you.

i hope that all these will just end. please just disappear from my life.

in my heart, i can no longer hold inside.

now my heads up in the clouds, when im around you
i just want to say, everyday, thank God i found you.
i will move heaven and earth, give you my heart
for all that it's worth
you are mine till the end of time

i dont want to let go.

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finally you understand. thank God.

im a soldier- wounded so i must give up the fight.

today's training. same old thing. seriously very bored. and super tiring. and the only thing i like is courtwork. wahaha. ohwell. day is boring. but da group made my day again. i love them!!!:)

there's nothing more for me- lead me away or leave me lying here.

i miss jian wu. haha. me and jas tried calling different numbers to get his number.(cause he gave us a few numbers and we have to guess the rest) haha. damn lame lah. and so embarrassing lah. haha. ohwell.at least we tried. haha. and we're having a crayons outing. yaye!. but we want him to be there too. haiz. sad. haha. miss mega. and im quite high. thanks to mega. too bad it'll be my last year going mega.

if you were mine, i'd be your everything.
and you'd be the only thing. that i would ever need.
if you were mine, i would tell everyone
that you are the only one, that i could ever want.

Labels: memories will always stay.

bitch is bringing me down.
it aint gonna happen, so forget about it.
get on with your life and stop thinking about this.
like i said it aint gonna happen.

Labels: stop pestering me.

Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart

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get off my back and into my game.
get out off my way and out of my brain.

today, im just a pig. seriously. i woke up, eat, watched tv, eat and im gonna sleep soon. what a pig!. ohwell.. and i ate super a lot today. seriously a pig. and i puked because i ate too much. yuck. hate that feeling. and there's training tml. my gosh. and i have to study tml cause i didnt study today. how? and tml people are coming to my house to watch some movie. how? anw, i have a feeling that im gonna die tml. and today, someone made my day worse. cant you just leave me alone. cant you see that i wanna be left alone? i dont wanna be bothered by you. so can you just let me be. im sorry.

i miss mega. it's better than last year. though we have to climb the hill every time we wanna go to the multi purpose room. damn tiring. i wonder how those old people to it. haha. love mega.

well you think that you can take me on
you must be crazy
there aint a single thing you've done
that's gonna phase me
oh, but if you wanna have a go
i just want to let you know

yeah get off of my back and into my game
get out of my way and out of my brain
get out of my face or give it your best shot
i think it's time you better face the fact
get off of my back

you know it's all just a game that im playing
dont you think that you cant fins a way in
that's what im saying
oh if you want to have a go
i just want to let you know

oh, get off of my back and into my game
get out of my way and out of my brain
get out of my face or give it your best shot
i think it's time you better face the fact
get off of my back

oh, if you want to have a go
i just want to let you know

get off, get off
get off of my back and into my game
get out of my way and out of my brain
get out of my face or give it your best shot
you know this is coming off this track
get off of my back

yeah get off of my back
get off, get off, get off, get off
get off, get off, get off, get off
get off my back.

tell them i dont care.

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mega camp!!!
omg! mega camp is over. im missing it already. it's damn freaking fun. wahaha. love my instructor. well, he's the best instructor so far. jian wu rocks!:) haha. the rest i had was like erm... okay shall not say. dont wanna hurt them. haha.

okay. the first day was alright. pea wanted to puke. bus sick. haha. reached kunung something something. haha. the place was alright lah. cant really remember what i did on the first day. bad memory. haha. okay i shall just type what we did lah. easier for me.

the fire game. everyone was suppose to steal each other's flag. yup. the water game. some race lah.haha. then the 3rd day, we went trekking. damn fun!. i love to do it again. we climbed a 510m.. hill??? or mountain?? hill lah. haha. quite difficult. and scary but fun. and the journey is super long. the best trekking i had. last year, we walked.. A LOT!. haha. okay. then we had some trouble coming down. not that easy, kept sliding down the slippery part. haha. but it's faster. and jian wu shared his life with us. haha. and i cant stand it that he's so fair. he looks so gay. haha. but he's not lah. haha. oh and we met fahan( the one from sec3 camp) on the way down the mountain. then for the talent night, er danced "we're all in this together". only the chorus part. the verse we dance like mad people. haha. damn embarrassing. oh well, had a great time embarrassing ourselves. haha. the 4th day, which is today. pea was crazy.. i mean is. (you know what i mean lah. haha.) seriously, i mean CRAZY!(i realise that she likes to use the word" seriously")haha. when she saw an ant or a fly, she just freaked out like shit lah. haha. i mean like if the fly is on you, then i'll understand, cause i'll freak out too. but the fly is like far away from her, and she started freaking out.
ps: never stand beside pea when there's a bug nearby. you'll just DIE! trust me.

yup. and went shopping. didnt have enough time, cause one of the bus broke down. haiz. so unlucky. haha. didnt really buy much, only a small box that has only one chocolate? should be lah. the box is damn small and quite ex huh. haha. didnt know why i bought the box. it just looks so nice that i must have one. wahaha. went back. pea- bus sick again. haiz. went back to school, took picture w jian wu. wanted to show jian wu the "wo men yi qi wan ba" game, but no time. walked home w jamie and wan lin. reached home and here i am. feeling bored. haiz. i miss camp. ohya. and my group was the best group. i feel that this is the best group that i've ever been in. thank God. yup and some people msged me when i was in malaysia. for example: yup wei ying!. first day some more. haiz. she wanted to go to my house and watch movie. wth. haha. she's damn retarded. there's others. shall not say who.

can we not talk about this anymore. i dont wanna hear it again. i feel so damn freaking annoyed lah. so stop it.! once over it's over. you cant turn back time.
i felt so annoyed when i came back. stupid msges. wth. i just came back can? so dont talk to me bout all these shit please!. i feel so annoyed. anyway, i dont wanna talk about it anymore. it's worthless. only taking up my time.

shall not talk about unhappy things. it's suppose to be my high night. ohya.and i think that zhi ying is so cute. melaine is also cute. so small. haha. no offence. haha.:)
anw, goodnite people. it's been a tiring day.

i love CRAYONS!

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