Friday, April 24, 2009,
midyears are coming soooonn/ so is my birthday!!!.. exactly in one month's time. weeee! (x yet, not so 'weeeee'.. things to do: pass up PI next week/ study chem, math, phy and econs/ find ways to stay up during lectures, tutorials and even at home/ hide in my room during study break/ runrunrunrunrunrun...../ erase you from my memory/ hibernate~
and im sorry if i've been super rude and moody.. nothing just seems right.. for now.
i have made You too small in my eyes
O Lord, forgive me.
Labels: the last goodbye
7:49 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009,
i just love the weekends.. at least i can relax a bit.. A BIT ONLY. haha.. (x yet again, weekends also means that i have one week less to study for my midyear. and haiz.. sianzz man. need to catch up a lot on math, chem, econs and phys.. which are my 4 main subjects. haha.. just gotta use my time wisely. which i am but not wise enough.. hahaha.. alrights.. i need to talk rubbish to make myself happy lah.. that's why it's very crappy. (x alrights.. anw, scuba was fun today. [lost my fav green hair tie in the swimming pool :( ] missed GP test cause of it. taking coming tues which means i have to stay back on tuesday.. whcih means i have lesser time to study for phys. oh.. and complains about pw.. hmm still complaining about the time spent on it.. butbut.. it was worth it. (x but still.. haiz. it's gonna last for the whole year. damn.
show me how to love like You have loved me.
Labels: tonight
7:13 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009,
i realised the change..
for the past.. 2 months?.. i realiesd that SRJC is so different from PL. it was quite difficult to adjust in such a new environment.. i used to listen to His word every morning. but now it's like different. assembly is like.. huh? it's over?. and it seems as though it's not comfortable to talk about Him to my friends. yeah anw, not only that has changed. but also the stress level. im having my mid-year exam somewhere next month, yet im still busy trying to finish up my hw. it feels as though im having my olevels every single day.. just that i do not have enough sleep now. and.. do you think im skinnier? compared to last year or later?. im asking this cause someone told me that ive become skinnier and when i took my weight, there's no change.. /: but when i look at my arms i feel like.. gosh, where's your muscles?. and when i look at my legs.. gosh, too much muscles.. haha.. must be the 4km run that we run during almost EVERY single pe lessons. and im lagging behind for math.. err... side track a bit.. WHO WANTS MATH TUITION?!. there's limited spaces only!!.. anw, i need to do my hw and study for econs... ughh~ now.. )x
hey lovely~
Labels: changed
9:32 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009,
this week has killed my sleep cause of pw. oh.. how much i hate pw.. and, because of the lack of sleep. i hibernatefor 17 hours from 2pm ytd till today. haha!. (x okay. anw, weekends ends very quickly. so the very tiring process starts all over again. especially when there's tests and stupid pw now.
anwanwanw, friday i went back to school with the netballers to help out with the sec1 induction camp.(we missed it last year because my batch keeps winning!! haha!) night walk was the best. seeing them suffering and discouraging them was damn good. sort of like a warning to them. haha.. bet they hate us now. but it does help them mentally (the discouraging part). cause it helped me. (x
anw, miss you guyss so much!!.. but it seems like we're getting busier as the days pass.. haiz.. anw, there 29123! see you guys then!.
"Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it."
-Hebrews 12:10-12-
Labels: this is where we are.
11:58 AM