Labels: holdin' you, holdin' you tonight.

i realised that a lot of people are using 'superhero' as their nick or nicknames.. which make 'superhero' uncool and not original. 'it aint cool no more' time to find a new name. [other than stone and fats, that is.] urghh!. oh and like i've mentioned in the previous post. i'll be going for some crazy exercise.. [actually, it's training..] on monday. '.. and feel the pain..' when i heard it, i felt it. and im freaking scared. and for wed.. another round of it. only difference is the cca. and i have many trails.. haha.. [i signed up for almost everything during the cca fair. so ppl are calling me to go for their trails.. and they keep clashing. which leads to decision making which i hate a lot. ): <]

Labels: my chains are gone

2 weeks of school has ended.. means orientation is over!!!.. and my classes are starting next week. and i have trails again.. and i just had one just now. for rock climbing, i felt my energy was being drained~ and it's just warm up.. wah.. thinking back.. how did i survived netball trainings? plus all those killer punishments?.. anw, 7 years of netball.. so i guess im not gonna join netball again.. anw, heard that SR's netball was kinda lousy.. Ahaha.. so im still deciding between odac and rock climbing.. oh and for odac,we played water wacko. so instead of that.. stick thingy, we used water.. and my butt was wet.. /: anw, didnt went for the PT for odac.. so lucky.. butbutbut, inorder to get into odac, i'll have to take a physical test on wed.. and on that same day, there's rock climbing at yishun.. and there's also s*star.. but i guess im not going for it lah.. since i've alr made up my mind to join either odac or rock climbing.. (x yep. and i have about 1 week to make up my mind.. and i seriously dont know what to choose.. ): odac or rock climbing? tsktsktsk..

anw, lectures and tuitorial are gonna start soon!!.. and even during the introductory lectures, i couldnt catch up.. thank God i have my mum to teach me math.. (x heh! but for the rest? i just have to study haaaaarrrrrddddddd~ anw, i wanna talk about my classmates, but im lazy. (x and im super tired. thanks to RC. and THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.. seriously.. but even if it's a friday or not, i need to get use to this JC life.. /:

andandand i didnt went for the surgery today.. hahah.. so my next appointment is in May [if i want it to be on a friday, it has to be in May, otherwise i'll have to do it on a mon, which means i'll get 8 days mc... =i'll miss lessons.. ): ]

okay.. i need to pack my filthy room.. no lah, my table is just messy cause need to buy all the lecture notes and tuitorial notes.. and stuff.. /: so expensive leh.. ):

ps: i feel so reluctant to blog.. cause if i do, the 'facing the giants' will be gone.. sad.. maybe i'll post it again anoter time. (x

Labels: orientation

it's heartbreaking knowing what i know. but knowing it at the last minute would hurt even more. and many questions keep appearing in my head. questioning myself why. fears. fearing some things wouldnt work out. i guess all i could do now is to trust in THE ONE. trusting that He will help me through. trusting in the Father. yet, i find it so difficult. and now, everything doesnt seems right. Lord, please help me.

Labels: first day of school(x