you're magnificient, eternally, wonderful, glorious
jesus, no one ever will compare to you jesus.

peerlite workshop today. it went rather well. hmm. my group's kinda quiet and i feel that i've made a fool out of myself by trying to be enthu. argh.. alrights. 3 more days of making a fool out of myself.. great.. just great.. hopefully the 4th day will be the best. cause.. it's the last day alr!(: haha!.

xiao mian yang is having an affair with green bear!..
er jie.. if you read this.. thank me!(: lol.
for your info: they are stuffed toys. haha!.

i dont give a damn, alrights.

damn the com which i cant use. [im still using my sis's com. argh!. sianz] right..
now it's time to zzz..
goodnites.

you're the greatest. love FP.

Labels: heh(: FP

You know that,
I love you,
You know that
I want to know you so much more,
More than I have before

training was.. well, time passed damn quickly today.. (: just that im damn bored between 12 plus to 2 plus.and i was damn freaking scared to meet ms kok. lol. anw peerlite workshop tml. okay. it's finally starting. haha.. alrights. many things on my head now.. argh!.

if you dont want me to ask, then say so. i just dont like the way you respond to me. it sounds as if you're pissed. next time i wont ask anymore.

you're way too beautiful girl, that's why it would never work.
- really?

i love FP!. makes my day everytime i see you. (:

everytime i see your face
everytime you look my way
it's it all falls into place
everything feels right.
ever since you walked away
you left my life in disarray
all i need is one more day.
all i need is one more day with you.

Labels: i love FP

okay. no more entertainment. im just killing my brain cells. haha. okay. mummy play mahjiong with ex students. so NOISY! [though im on the 3rd floor and they are on the 1st.] alrights.. tml have school.

and i cant believe that sec3 year is over. im old. well, that's one thing i cant help.. one thing all of us cant help. i wanna stay in sec3. someone once told me that sec3 is one of the wildest year among all the years in sec school. seriously, she was right. a lot of things happened in this year. but nothing last forever, be it good or bad. (: yep.

alrights watching americans got talent.. erm.. well, that's what i think the title of the show is... haha.(: it's damn nice.. people as young as 12 years old can sing damn well. even better than william hung. ahahha. i think i can join too.. im quite talented.. haha bullshit please.. i suck at piano now.. i can only play one full song.. and im sick of that song. cause i only play that song!. that's pathetic!. haha..

alrights.. school tml.. gotta sleep now..
byebye..

Labels: it's too late to apologise

broken hearts parade.

aiight. my day is goooodd.. seriously.. all i did was to watch tv until i can use the com.. (: haha. okayokay.. time for tv again -damn im hungry.

alrights. next year.. woah, man. i feel damn old.. it's like time passes damn fast. and next year is o levels. so time will pass even faster!!. great.. then after that will be a levels.. oh mann.. -wy am i thinking about the future now? sian arh..

alrights. tml have extra lesson and training. and i keep forgetting to get the letter from the general office.. dont know what to say to ms ng now.. ): alrights.

hello food and entertainment!.
byeybye, you!.

hello, you. did you guess that i miss you?.

Labels: KFC delivery..(:

i was talking about me.
i suck fullstop.

damn it, you.

dinner was great.. seafood. but didnt really had the appetite. was kinda full.. well, didnt felt like eating. bleah. now that school's over for this year.. i feel so damn free. time for RC!. aiights.

now that you're here, everything's is different.
everything's so different lord.
i know im not the same.
my life you've changed.
i wanna be with you.
i wanna be with you.

i can guarantee that satisfaction.

Labels: twat.

i love blank.

today had a super great time with the netballers. should do it more often. and i seriously want to play basketball.. so WHO WANNA PLAY BASKETBALL!? or maybe badminton.. haha.. come find me!. alrights. today is the last day of school. well, it doesn feel like it, cause i feel that im alr having holiday, just that it's in school lol. okay next week extra lessons, sianz. more training. then still have training camp, sec4 farewell, peerlite training. wahliao buay ta han leh.

okay.. i really wanna play basketball.. or maybe badminton.. call me, honeys. haha..

alrights.. lazy to blog about obs.. but..
it's damn fun!. you should go if you have the opportunity.. and when you go back home you'll realise that most of the things you do are just wasting your time. seriously. like the enrichment.. i wanna go again.. many funny stories.. [lol] and i love my instructor. and met some nice new people.. (: yepyep. and i miss the small boy.. he's so small and cute lah. haha.

alrights.. peerlite training is next week. damn fast can. im damn excited and scared. bleah.

lock my in your heart and throw away the key.
show me love the way it's suppose to be.

you suck and you know it.. i hate your attitude. go change it will ya.. why did you reacted that way.. you suck..

i just dont understand why some people act this way.. bleah..)x

so broken by you.

Labels: i can be the one..

oink oink's a pig.
haha heard from a small girl while going back home.lol.

finally i can blog. damn com. dont have internet connection. using friend's com now. okay. shall talk about obs next time.

it's damn fun!
i wanna go again. haha. though im burned like hell shit. haha. kaykay..

after obs.. i feel that im wasting my time in school. seriously.

training. well, didnt train. cause of my sunburn. think im lucky? nope. it's freaking painful. my skin pilling. thank god my lips is recovering soon. thanks to pea's.. er.. cream. haha.

gotta wait till tml then my house can have internet connection. sian. seriously, something's wrong with my ohuse lah.. the phone line also have some problems. sian arh.. okay..

i think my days are getting better.. (: im happy.

good and bad are 2 sides of a same coin.
so it's actually on how you view the situation. (:

saw blank today.omg!. damn happy to see blank' face.haha. too bad it wasnt long. but better than nth eh? i love blank! (:

Labels: i love blank(:

omg! jessica's so irritating! ahh!! haha. the conversation that she and pea had is so funny lah.. haha. i shall copy and paste it here.

JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
you wanna hold whose hands??
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
hihihihih
pea' charming says:
NOT yoursss HAHAHA...
pea' charming says:
OK LAA...
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
mine? then it won't be cool
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
lol
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
whose
pea' charming says:
haha... its a song title you kuku.
pea' charming says:
by blink 182
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooic
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
hahahhahahaha
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
thought you wanna hold ........'s hands
pea' charming says:
who? hahah...
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
i dunno
pea' charming says:
haha
JesSicA [KiM]pe says:
why would i wanna hold your hands too anyway... bweeeeeeeeeek
pea' charming says:
... i'll never know(: hahah

see! she's so irritating. haha. so blur!. haha.

watched movie ytd. saw a shirt that i thought was really cool.. actually it's 2 shirts cause it's a couple shirt.(: too bad i dont have the pic ): alrights. packed my bag alr.still have lots of space. so i guess there'll be sth missing. shall check again. heh!(:

just went to facebook. it's been a looonnnng time.. haha. cause i think it's boring. and it's quite boring. i have no idea wth im doing there!. haha. alrights.

5 days for obs!. dont miss me too much guys, cause i know you will!

smiles. (:

OBS! here i come!

Labels: i'll meet you there.

see it's very define girl
one of a kind
but you mash up my mind
you outta get decline
oh lord..
my baby is driving me crazy.

alrights. obs soon! cant wait to get tanned!. and have fun!. yaye! and the best thing is that.. no school!. woohoo!. haha. alrights. i wanna play all the basketball i can while im still in school!!. otherwise i wont get to play it that often alr.): have some meetings, netball training, studying, blahblahblah. alrights. need to be organised. (: i'll shall make a calenda!. (x haha.

seriously, sometimes i just wanna kill myself.


nothing last forever. be it good or bad.
miko- er jie's friend

Labels: you've got a question. how do i answer.

PB!..
finished watching season 1. now waiting for my sister's bf to return the incomplete season 2 and my dad to download the rest of the season 2. and also waiting for season 3!. haha. gonna have PB marathon once i get my hands on season 3!. (:
im happy!.

baskeball,anyone? after my obs lah. haha. and come to think of it, im pretty scared to go for obs. ): i dont wanna dig up holes for my fertilisers. haha! and i need trackpants!. argh!. and thanks to vivien and maureen that i have to bring back the long sleeve shirt that i was suppose to lend them. wahliao. my bag damn big leh.. hmph!.
cant wait for obs!. heh! (:

abrasion on my hand cause of RC. damn painful. poor hand.):

fred says: "my office is a mess, but it's an organized mess. im actually very efficient!" oh really? i can just imagine fred being wheeled into an operating theathre for brain surgery, to find the medicial surgeon says:"relax fred. it's a mess in here but we're in total control!"
as within, so without - your envoirnment reflects your thinking.
i love andrew matthews books!

Labels: im happy(:

the way you look,
the way you smile,
the way you are.
you know you're something special
just be yourself and no one else.

alrights. trying to find something. and it's been a long time alr. hmm.. maybe not too long. haha. maybe you dont have one. but i dont believe it.. but i think you dont have one. but then, i still dont believe.. argh!. it's driving me crazy!. okay.. i dont wanna find it anymore.. dont wanna spend too much time on the com. haha. i believe that i'll find it one day.(:

today, nothing special, though it's my fav sub today. haha. most exciting today- ROCK CLIMBING!. woohoo!. it's so damn fun-tiring and wanna die kind of feeling. haha. but still FUN!. haha. kaykay.. muscle aches.. thank god there's no training today or else me and nats are just gonna die!. haha. basketball-ed. it was fun. haha. though there were only 5 people? haha. and we played slow match. if you dont know what it is, it's the same as the normal basketball, but you just see us walking instead of running. haha. damn tired lah...

alrights. tml- founder's day. wahliao.. i plan sleep the whole day lo. sianz. and the worse thing is that we're sitting in the canteen. isnt that great? haiz

byebye!.

you say you do, i dont think so.

Labels: change who i used to be.

today.. suppose to have training, but didnt. went to gym. didnt really exercise.. wahliao. could have played basketball today lah.. but so many ppl having rehearsal. then i dont want to be the only one playing w them. haha. alrights. maybe nextnext week.. so went home early. then s called. asked is they could come to my house.. almost died. alrights. they went home at 9!! believe it?! i wanted to sleep. but too bad lah.. sianz. okay. no more visits to my house anymore for you guys.

okay right now, im 'quarrelling' w olivia. haha. morons will stay as morons forever. face the truth!haha. but i want to sleep now.. okayokay..

nites now, morning later..
i still think im so funny. haha

what a great day!
love to see..
your smile, your laughter

Labels: means everything to me.

you seem afraid of me. didnt talk much. shy,i presume. cant you just do things on your own. we're not your servants. i know you are pampered at home but it's not the same in school. i just dont understand why you must follow? why cant you just be more respectful? be more sensitive to other people's feelings? please watch what you say..

overall- kinda pissed today. but thank God that there are still others to brighten up my day. [you dont know that it's you (x thanks ]

alrights. today was a boring day.. woah.. each day is getting boring-er [woah.. i think my english is so gooood haha(: ] and longer.. bleah.. haha. alrights. humanities the whole day.. how boring can it get.. yeah. but geog has improved a lot. haha. because... teacher changed!. and now my teacher is so damn sarcastic.. which = funny!. haha!(x. alrights, alrights. ss was quite good too. didnt really do the project well. but she didnt scold us.. *phew* and during lit, i didnt really know what i was doing, except that i was pulling my arm and i realised that i could see my bone!. eww.. so gross. didnt know my shoulder bone was so small.. haha.. well, not really see the bone. otherwise i'll just faint, please. haha.. lit was fun too lah.. have this singlish poem.. have my fav phrase 'wahliao buay tahan' haha..

basketball on thurs?? yes, no? please, i need basketball.. sad that only a few people can make it. bleah. maybe will cancel it.. hopefully not. )x. alrights. and i forgot that on thurs i have rock climbing until weikee reminded me. alrights so my arms will ache so freaking bad. haiz. thank god, there's no training on thurs.. well, only this thurs. still remember the other time me and nats was dying, trying to catch up with the others. woah..

training today. ran 13 rounds instead.. split the rounds because.. we're a team!. yaye! [ yea, you! we're a team. so dont be selfish to your own needs!] was quite good lah.. at least manage to exercise. went gym before that. arms are aching and legs as well. but it was good though.(:

tml- morning training. everyday train train train.. not sian meh?.. )x good to lose weight, but.. haiya.. sian arh..

maybe i just need some time alone.)x maybe not.

isit wrong to like?

Labels: sweet romace

i've made a everlasting vow to find my way to you.

i love blank and blank. and of course ms liang.. haha.
okayokay.. who wanna go play basketball with me!? im desperate!.haha. kaykay..

alrights. today's training was.. alright. nothing much to say lah. cs looks damn angry when she just came.. bad mood i guess. haha.. scolded the sec1 until so badly. ohh.. then after training, needa go home tgh again. that's kinda stupid to me lah.. seriously. i dont see how it can help to bond us more..

and everything that you thought was fine..

alrights. embarrassed myself today during the obs meeting. wah seh.. damn embarrassing.. mrs tng was there also lah.. haiya.. also had cca meeting. meeting was for all sports people.. and guess what? we're gonna have a jacket and track pants especially for sports cca only. the sad thing is that they are not giving it to us. $49 is the total cost for 1 set. but buying the jacket only lah.. soo cool.. haha.. and the school's gonna order ermm.. 10 sets only?. so if we wanna to wear em for prize presentation, we must borrow and return it to them.. but of course we have to wash it first right.. DUH!.. haha. but i find it so disgusting. bleah. yuck!.

i had to look out my window alone.

anw, today's enrichment course is so boorriiinnnggggg... maybe i was just too tired.. anw, i slept during the 10 mis beak she gave us.. i was dying, trying to persevere and not sleep. haha.. that's bullshit lah..

after netball and before netball.
where did you go? are you trying to run away? please dont..

playing guitar tml for cell.(x alrights. self training tml. yupyup.. tml's gonna be a GREAT day.. [just trying to make myself feel excited for tml. haha. and i think it aint working.haha]

im hoping to see the day when you come back to me.

super tired now.. so anyone who wanna play basketball, please let me know soon. i wanna play before i go for obs! )x and i was hoping that it'll be this thurs.. let me know, yeah?

)x
your eyes still glow, how i love your smile.

Labels: take me away.

cant really be bothered with facebook anymore.. dont even know how to use it.. so might as well forget about it,huh? haha.

basketball, anyone? i wanna play.. i needa play.. (: let me know, aiights? and i'll love you many many!(: heh!(:

fat,fat,fat. im fat. okay.. must cut down on the snacks and oily food. 've been eating too much of it. wanna get flat tummy, so cant eat too much.. yaye!. gotta exercise a lot!.

let me know..
where is she?
where is she?
where is that beautiful girl.
haha. kinda random.

i hate it so much. why must i feel this way. i have to control it.
why do you say that? it's so selfish of you, you know. so i'll shall be selfish to you by saying no, i cant do it. do you even wonder why all these happen? maybe it's due to your selfishness. please think of others. the world can be a better place if everyone can dont be so selfish to think about themselves first. i know it's difficult, cause i cant even put certain people before me.
but here is what i tell you. love your enemies. pray for those who hurt you. then you will be children of your father who is in heaven. matthew 6:44-45

itiilwy..
you're like another her.. but i dont know yet.. but if you are, i'd like to know..
are you trying to avoid me?

it's the 'holidays'.. good luck to all those who are studying really hard for their eoy.. [im talking about other schools if ya dont know. haha] im so FREE!. but with training 3 times a week and meetings on other days.. nah.. not that free anymore.. bleah. )x no time to play basketball. ): why did i join this? sian.. gotta make time.. )x

tml, we'll be having the most ridiculous thing ever. but gonna have it no matter what. it's not in our control. bleah.. alrights. tml have training. okay this week. training on monday, tuesday, wed.. hmm. maybe can play basketball on thurs? kaykaykay. shall see first. haha. the. have something on friday. what is it? erm founder's day? should be lah.. haha. going out with jamie chan on sat to buy track pants for OBS! sunday.. just spent my time packing my big bagpack for OBS!

kinda sian going out alr. okay that sounds stupid. haha. maybe i have too much time doing nothing. and i want to study but the exams are over!!. well, can say that im studying for next year's o levels. haha. best to be ready.(: alrights. and i'd rather spend most of my time sleeping, staying up late watching PB, using the com, doing something that i dont usually get to do due to the damn exams.. blah blah blah.. than to go out.. haha.. maybe im home sick. haha.. kaykay..
i wanna read book now!. okay that's a first. hopefully it wont be the last. haha..

have a good day folks!(:

Labels: itiilwy. but how can it be?

you're one of a kind. seriously. just like her..

today.. i feel so much better.. dont have a lot of muscle aches now!. hooray!. thanks to the gym instructor. wahaha!. but other parts are still aching.. i needa stretch a lot.. and im happy! did a lot of exercise today.. im gonna have a flat tummy!!!.. skinny like weiying!.. err.. maybe not like weiying.. haha. alrights.

i wanna play basketball again!. im addicted to it.. kinda.. and also addicted to the rubik cube!. finally know how to slove the damn thing. dont ask me how. cause im kind of the impatient type. yepyep. (:

results today.. kinda suck. at least i pass my overall.. but badly.. wanted to kill the teacher when she doesnt want to give me the marks.. but she did anw.. or else she's just gonna face my mother.. bleah.

yeayea, morning training was great. played island game.. at least we exercise and had fun!. now, that's great isnt it? (:

why must you laugh? what's so funny?hmm.. but it's great to see it there.

meetings.. only 2 lah.. netball was fun.. peerlite was funnier.. jiale and wanyi said that if they get chosen for the camp commandant, they want to be the acc. but they both got chosen. haha. so one of them have to be the cc.. (: and kana sabo-ed by people.. thanks a lot huh?

alrights.. overall, today was boring.. daammmnnnn.. just checking papers and my view was kinda good.. haha.. you should know why. yea.

seeing you everywhere.

Labels: im thankful that i have.

jocleen- welcome..

jiale- yaye. i love jiale many many many.. okay.. i''ll smile for you!(: haha

jamie-'cher.. okay lah..haha

G- i lub euzx too!. haha. so gross please..

today. checked 2 papers only.. well, it's counted as 2 papers.. haha. ytd.. sort of did a terrible thing.. i feel so bad.. i dont even dare to face her.. ahh!. haha. hopefully she wont think about it so much.. haha. kaykay.. tml- peerlite meeting.. then after that have another meeting. wah. meeting after meeting. sian leh. kaykay..

why cant you change it? i hate it when we have to give in to you..

kaykay.. tml- getting the rest of the papers. so im just gonna die if i dont do well for geog.. studied so hard for it man.. and i think i'll fail the rest of my humanities.. it's kinda illegible!. haha.. kaykay.. hopefully they can read it or else im so dead. i only know what im writing.. haha.. now it reminds me of my friends. they said that they couldnt understand what i say or write.. im like communicating with them in an alien language.. haha. well. that's good huh? haha. if i ever accidentally say sth that im not suppose to say, they wont know what im talking about! hah!.. kaykay. enough of the alien stuff.. [ do i even look like one? NO!].

alrights.. training today. started at 4.30.. before that, had rock climbing.. wah seh. can just die lah.. but i love it!. it's gives me muscle aches, but that's alright.. haha.. kaykay.. and had muscle aches due to ytd's basketball. PATHETIC!. that shows that i havent been doing self training. haha. kaykay.. have to run 12 rounds on monday.. thanks to myself for not bringing the netball journal.. wahliao.. kaykay.. tml.. just kill me!

goodnites, now!.

you think, i thought, who confirm!.
got that from my god-bro. you cant say 'i think' in the army.. woah.. scary. haha(:

Labels: and so you know.

wednesday.. a terrible day of the week in term 4.. seriously.. usually i love wednesday.. but now, it sucks.. well, not 100%. haha. alrights. but chinese today was better than last week's. today, we did carving.. that's great, right? haha. but damn tiring.my finger hurts. put too much pressure on the cutter. haha.

alrights. after school. had another fun meeting with DA group. yaye! im lovin' it. haha. after meeting, went to play basketball with gang first. sec1s joined later. then ms liang at 4pm. woohoo. played from 3 to 6.. that's damn long.. my feet hurts oh so much. didnt wear proper shoes.. kept knocking in to fiona poon. haha. oh and i must say.. fiona tan and fiona poon are like clons[spell?].. seriously, yo. they talk the same, scream the same.. haha. and when they do sports, their face will turn damn red. haha. ohoh.. and they also burp out loud. haha. but tan's is louder.. maybe we'll have a competition. haha. alrights. damn tired. just like how i felt after training. except that i had much more fun when playing with those guys. yaye!. [cause we have to be serious during training):]

aiights.. damn tired.. so the best thing to do now, is to sleep. snooorrrrreeeeeeee... haha. shall have another game of basketball again.. soon enough..

yaye.. maybe going suntanning on one of the saturdays.. hooray!.. but im afraid that i'll be burnt and then how am i suppose to go for obs?!.. okay shall think about it first.. haha. it's been a long time since i went to sentosa..

im lovin' today..

today.. kinda pissed.. well, maybe im kinda used to be pissed whenever i see your face.. sorry. trying to change it.. hate it.. )x

jesus, you are the savour of my soul.
and forever and ever i'll give my praises to you.

Labels: these words are not made up

what about me, huh?

Labels: forgotton, i guess.

no, you dont know..

self training.. kinda good. at least didnt really get pissed.. that's great, huh? training was at gym. boring, tiring, painful muscle aches. yet, it was good. yea.. anw, tml going to play basketball with ms liang, friends and maybe acquaint myself with new people.. (:

emo songs are killing me.. bringing back the past that was kept in a corner of my mind. brings back great, happy memories. at the same time, terrible, unwanted memories. bleah. )x

throw it away. never will it come back to me..

tml, morning training. we're having training everyday. pros- can lose weight. cons- NOT ENOUGH PE SHIRT!. dont wanna wear netball shirt.. firstly too short.. only have one lllooonnnggg netball shirt. haha.(: someone has been stealing my pe shirts.. hmph!. haha

have you ever heard of forgive and forget? think about it.. learn to accept their ways. dont find fault with them. maybe the fault lies within you.. sorry. should have saw it coming.

this week is a busy week. cause i dont get to go home right after school. ): mon, tues, thurs- training. wed- meeting. for this fri- another meeting. sianz.

still gotta study though exams are over. sian.. but it's good to feed your brains information. so it wont rot.. haha kaykay.. gotta fix my watch.. or maybe just change the batt.. it's seems dead. haha(:

hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it.
but why do i still hear it..

wouldnt it be nice if we were older, then we wouldnt have to wait so long.

Labels: i press rewind and remember.