okay. my post here is to show that im a really weird, freaky person. i love these kind of things.



you know, these kind of things.. like sweetney tod. and i like my chemical romance. and their songs are mostly talking about deaths and deadly stuff.. i think it's a bad thing liking these things. it contradicts what i believe. yeah? er.. i dont know what to say lah.. just felt like revealing one ugly part of me. and i shall add one more thing. (x

our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
we ask ourselves "who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?"
actually, who are you not to be?
we were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
and as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give othe people permission to do the same.

"i looked into 15 pairs of eyes, but my day doesnt begins till i met yours"
-the secret-

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i feel so happy! (x and kinda sian at the same time.
anw, school's starting soon~ and im still in my holiday mood.. sleeping very late, being lazy every single day[do you know it's more tiring than going to school? hahaha(x ] okay i feel like doing some art... things.. now... heh! (x

I believe you are the answer to every tear I’ve cried
I believe that you are with me,
My rising and my light.

Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can’t see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee

That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done,
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where You are.

the answer by corrinne may.
“As for God, His way is perfect.”
-psalm 18:30

ps: if you cant read what's on my tagboard, im actually asking for HELP! i want to change my font and idk how. and it's irritatingly unreadable!(x

just a random thought.. what if one day i were to find out that my lower part of my body had been paralyzed? it'll be very scary for me. feeling that i've become useless, a burden to everyone around me, knowing that i'll never play sports again, walking on my own is impossible.. i'll have to rely on the people around me. it's one scary truth.

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my church made this video but i wasnt there to watch it.. haha.. funnyfunny!. (x

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to it's light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

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i love this song and movie!. thanks isaac for lending me the movie. i think im gonna.. okay. not safe to type here. (: when i first watched the movie, i was so inspired and how amazing it was that God had done a miracle through them. and how amazing it was that the team had accepted God. God does amazing things and im proud to call Him Father.

okay anw, i actually posted something.. about how depressed i was.. but i decided that i should delete everything. cause i was kinda contradicting myself.. and also doubting Him. i shouldnt. although i feel upset 'bout my results, i think that God wanted me to have this as maybe reults arent important. and that i should look at other things. i know that whatever school i go to, i'll still be able to do well. thanks isaac.. again. (x and i've told many people that i have no future, cause i seriously cant see myself anywhere in the future. i know that i like to do many things. and i also want to experiment many things. so i guess i wont be having like a steady job in the future. sad. maybe i'll change my mind.. i trust in God.

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
-jeremiah 29:11-

i dont wanna be afraid. i wanna step out of my comfort zone.
'well, in God's words, He said 365 different times "do not fear." if He says it that many times, you know He's serious about it.'
-facing the giants-

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went to marina barrage to celebrate viv's birthday. seriously, i didnt know that place existed. it was super windy and most of us have long hair, so it's kinda mafan. hahah. (x






i fell in love with this song: 'On The Side of Me' By Corrinne May

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

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im currently helping the childcare that is just outside my house.. which is also the same place where i go for church. (x anw, being those kids reminded me of myself of how playful i was, how childish i was["i dont friend you alr.." haha familiar??] im also reminded of how lazy i was. all i wanted to do was to play and not study. but now, i realised the importance of studying, of how it could affect my future. then when i look at those children, how i want to tell them the importance of studying... but at their age, i bet they wouldnt care. cause they know that they'll have their parents to rely on. but look at those children who cant even afford education, they are so keen to learn though they do not have proper materials to study with. i guess we're just spoilt.

anw, my mum said that she bought me a frying pan. the small one used to fry eggs.. haha.. so funny and weird. so it's funnily weird. hahah. and another thing. friends have been telling me that O results will be out on monday. okay. it's so exciting and scary. it's like i wanna know what i'll get yet, i dont. maybe i only want to know the good news. but if i only knew the good news, i'll know that i didnt do well for the other subjects. tsk.. so this leads on to not wanting to know anything. /: it feels so difficult to move on. ):

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