Friday, January 19, 2007,
you said that im not always there for you when you need me. i'll never know when you need me if you dont say. im sorry for all the things i've done to make you angry. im really sorry. and im hoping that you'll forgive me. please. i've regret what i've said to make you angry. im sorry. it's not your fault. it's mine. im sorry. i do not wish for you to continue to be angry w me. how i wish that everything will go back to that way it was before. i do not wish to hurt you. im sorry. i want to make it up to you. but i dont know if you are willing.
broken, this fragile thing now
and i cant,i cant pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
and i cant, i cant get you a reason
i feel so broken up.
and i give up.
i just wanna tell you so you know
here i go,
scream my lungs out.
try to get to you.
you are my only one.
i let go
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only
my only one
made my mistake, let you down.
and i cant , i cant hold on for too long.
ran my whole life in the ground
and i cant, i cant get up when you're gone
and something's breaking up.
i feel like giving up
i wont walk out until you know
here i go
scream my lungs out
try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one
here i go,
so disonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go.
and you will find someone.
10:28 PM