these few days. i've been broken down again and again by the words you said.every time when i hear something that hurt me, i'll not reply and just either off my phone or sleep to forget everything. i dont want these hurtful memories to be w me. sometimes i wish that we didnt have these conversations.i hate it when you go against my words. it makes me feel stupid and i have nothing left to say. i cant show care and concern. it's obvious. everytime i tried to do it, i seemed to fail.why?cause i always tell you to see a doctor.and that's the only thing i know how to say and nothing else. i tell you to see a doctor, cause im not fit to say what's wrong w you. im not a doctor. i cant do much. now i feel so useless. well, maybe because i am. this is something i want you to know. you're the closest person to me than anyone else and i thank God for letting you into my life. im grateful for eveything he gave me. i loveall my friends, even you. dont think i dont care about you. i do. i just dont say. and i cant really show. im sorry that i've made you angry or sad or even hurt you. im really sorry. sometimes i dont know that i've hurt you by the words i said. and im also sorry if i've made you worry about me when i dont reply. please forgive me. im sorry.=(