i hate my life. why is it so sucky. why cant it be easy. why does it have to be this way. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT.

ytd- nth to say. only reason- slept the whole day.. until today 9 plus. slept for like 19 hours. broke my record of sleeping for 12 hours. and im still sick. had flu since dont know when. and it's so damn irritating. and now im having cough. what next? fever? haiz.
for this term, i dont even remembered that i've studied. and ytd, when i came back home, my mum said that she will talk to my netball teacher and make me quit netball, since i dont have the time to study. wth lah. not as if i dont want to study. and i dont think my mum believes me. she rather believe her STUDENT( who is in my class) than to believe me. and now im not suppose to go out. she said that i've been going out too much and have been coming home late too many times, and i have to stay home to study. my life sucks lah. sometimes i wish that i could end it now.