Saturday, March 17, 2007,
you're all i want. you're all i need. you're everything. everything that i need.
cant believe that im still not sleeping. maybe im thinking too much? i have no idea. i just wanna live. i dont wanna think about anything anymore. it's such a torture. how i wish that i could
forget everything and start my life over again. and i'll make it a better one. i dont wanna think about things that hurt me. i dont wanna think about you.
you just hurt me over and over again.
i just want to be left alone. i want to be left in my fantasy world.
in a world where i dont have to worry about anything in a world where it's my own.but it could only happen in a dream. it isnt real. im just dreaming. wake up. wake up from this dream. it's time to face reality.
did i made the right choice? or was i too stupid to even think about doing this?i think i've regretted. i shouldnt even have done that.
how can i face you again?
i just wanna live. dont really care about the things that they say.
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