boring day. boring holiday. well, at least i get to rest and take a week off from school. this holiday break makes me think a lot. and i seriously miss the old school a lot. all the memories. especially someone. just cant forget her. i miss her so much. and i miss my last year teachers. not like this year. and the trainings fun but i miss the sec4s. miss training w them. now we're combined with the sec2s. quite okay lah. also dont really know what it's like to train with them. feels a bit weird. maybe we're too used training with the sec4/5. well it's time we get used to them. anw, coach saadiah's choosing the main 16 by next mon. that's very fast. but it's unfair to those who are not in the team last year. they dont stand a chance. she dont even know some of them. well, all i can say now is that this week has been quite boring.

a subdued silence undisturbed
by the sound of her breath.
so carefully brush her hair back from her eyes
in steady sequence one by one.
she slips away.

so close your eyes and sleep to dream.
im by your side.
no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go,
my heart remains with you.

and im not sure what im looking for
but it's clear to see
the purpose of my existence is laying here
in front of me

so close your eyes and sleep to dream
im by your side
no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go,
my heart remains with you.

and if all else fails
you can look up at the sky
because its the same one
that shines above you and i.
and if all else fails
you can close your eyes
and i'll be right beside you
i'll be the one by your side

so close you eyes and sleep to dream
im by your side no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go,
no matter how much this hurts
i wanted you to know
my heart remains with you.