it feels like im stuck in the middle

to the person that i've hurt
i feel like a f*cking bitch. did somethings that i didnt wish to do. how i could do that. it's because of someone else. why did i do that? right now i just hate myself so much. i just wanna say sorry to you. but nothing will heal a broken heart. i just wanna quit this school right now. i cant even face you anymore. and i'll understand if you just hate me so much. and not wanting to talk to me anymore.


i dont understand what you're saying sorry for. i just dont understand you. sometimes i feel irritated. why cant you just tell me. you always hide things to yourself. you'll only make yourself suffer, not me.


im just so angry with you. it's because of you that i said that thing to her. why did i even do it. i cant even face her now. i dont wanna live this kind of life anymore. i guess that everything should just end.

i know that you (reader)dont know what the hell im talking about cause it's my life. and you're not there 24/7 right. yeah. so if you dont understand, it's okay. cause it's not meant for you to understand.

it ends tonight