how does it feel to be different from me?

just came back from my ahma's house. had FREE dinner ytd. and today. now i feel so what lah. get FREE food.haha.then today my church is having some dinner which i did not go. anw, i dont feel like im part of my church. they dont know me, i dont know them. i hardly know anyone. just feel so extra. okay.

and guess what!. i manage to play [you and me]. omg. im so damn freakin happy lah. haha. and it just took me one day. no lah. where got so fast. haha. and i still promise gloria that i'll play the guitar for her. yeah? haha.

and today i woke up in the afternoon. omg.haha. im such a pig lah. but when school starts on monday again, i cant wake up that late anymore. haiz. and im still in a holiday mood. omg. and this is term two already.

woah. this shows that time passes really fast. gotta study. and i miss being a sec1. (can see her)
and i seriously miss all the fun i had in sec1. but i prefer sec2. love all my teachers. but not my class. hmm not really. sec2 was damn slack. seriously. but i still manage to pass yeah?haha. but now im sec3. got a lot of pressure. especially when you're a peer lite. haha. and the only reason i join peerlite was for the mega camp.haha. i know-it's stupid. i seriously dont wanna get involve in any peer lite thing anymore. but it's actually quite fun. except there's a lot of pressure-especially w kok. she'll just keep looking at you. like she's trying to force an answer out of you. so scary. i hate it when she stares.but she's quite nice and scary at the same time.haha. so if any of you wanna be a peerlite, think twice.haha.

i miss sec1and sec2. i miss that holding school. two years of memories there. i miss them.
cant believe that i actuallu miss that school. although it's quite small. and the pe store was so much nearer to the netball court. now it's like at pluto. so far!. stupid school. dont know how to design properly. cant you put the netball court at the assembly area. whoever design this school is gonna die.

maybe she'd stay if she only knew.

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