i dont know. i really dont know. but one thing i do know is that i always break your heart. i dont know if it should end or it should continue. i dont know anything. stop asking me. stop asking me. and one thing i know is that im afraid that i'll make the wrong decision. afraid that i'll lose you and you'll never come back to me. afraid that we'll walk on the road treating at each other like strangers. i hate it. i hate it so much.

I don't know
when it all began to simmer down.
Suddenly I don't want you around.
And I'm siting here
I'm drowning in the worries and the fear.
And now I wish it wasn't quite as clear.

my answer is i want to. but i just cant bear to say it. leaving you hurt. cause i know that you've fallen in love with me. deep? i dont know. i just cant say it. im sorry if you read this.

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