Tuesday, April 17, 2007,
If she only knewWhat I knew but couldn't sayIf she could just seeThe part of me that I hid awayIf I could just hold her in my arms againAnd just say "I love you"But she's gone away, maybe she'd stayIf she only knewtoday.. such a looonnnngggg and booorrrriiinngg day. it's sucks man. the world is turning upside down. i hate it. i dont even know what im doing lah. i seriously dont even realise that time had past so quickly. and next month, it's already the common test. it's damn fast. dont seem to have the time to study. shouldnt have joined peerlite and signed up for all those things. i should have thought about it first before even joining it. i cant cope. there's just too many things. my time managment sucks lah. last year was so much better. now i dont even have the time to go maths tuition. and i almost failed e maths. the worst thing. first time in my secondary school life that i almost failed maths. shit lah! gotta buck up. someone seriously have to remind me. and im tired. super tired. i just can fall asleep anytime. i seriously think that im gonna retain this year. i cant retain. please claris. study hard. it's already the 2nd term. i dont think i can even cope sec4. i need time. but i've wasted them away. now it's time to be serious and study hard. no time to joke around. it's just like a living nightmare. everything is like a living nightmare to me. i needa learn how to balance my study time and play time.i feel so stressed!she made me feel alive again. she made me smile. thank you so much. Labels: you made me smile again.
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