she's just so perfect in my eyes. and i agree with everyone who says she's perfect or almost perfect. cause she is. she just made my day. was damn depressed but thanks to her, im not now. everytime i think of her, it just made me smile. people would think im crazy smiling at myself, but i wouldnt care. she' the one who made me smile. all the memories. although it's been such a long time, i'll still want to keep those memories. cause it's too precious. i'd give up everything for her.

today. nth much.again. well. i know that i've been very emo for the past few days. wrote crap on my blog. cause i was just damn sad. i cant tell my family. you should know why. anw, they dont see my sad when im home. maybe all my unhappiness starts in school. maybe that's why im starting to go home early again. and somehow studying makes me forget everything. and somehow i like studying now. well that's a good thing. cause i gotta study and PULL my results. yeah?. and i've learn to like studying. dont look at it as if you have to do it cause your parents told you so. take it as if you're learning something new and you're increasing you knowledge. haha. when you take the exams or tests, you'll know how to do and you'll be happy cause you know that you've got at least 80% of it right. got that from my godbro. so think positive then you'll do the task well. yeah?

and im suppose to study now. opps!. haha. shh dont tell my mum.haha. nah. i think she knows lah. she's just giving me a break now. BUT. at 2030hours. im gonna study. i hate to study at night. so tired and i wanna sleep. haha. yeah. im still sick. my nose was a dripping tap a few days ago. now it's block. so difficult to breathe. im suffocating. haha. it's so irritaing to use my mouth to breathe lah. btw, did you know that when you use you mouth to breathe, there'll be a lot of dust and germs going into your body, i think. (dont believe me. cause im not sure if this is true.haha.) therefore, we use our nose to breathe- why? cause our nose has nose hair to prevent dust and germs from entering our body.haha.

i wanna die in your arms.