walking down this road call life. thinking how my world has change.
today.. nth much.. received a choc bar from jocleen. thanks:) er. i was damn freaking tired and seriously had no energy for the whole day. feel damn sick. but still have to run the stupid morning jog. WHOSE IDEA WAS IT ANW!. oh well. then had a meeting after school. now im a treasurer for the sec1 i discover camp. wth!. damn scared that i'll lose all the money. such a huge responsibility. and some mates had umpiring course today. wanted to sign up for it, but too bad. i've got no time. then ytd had training. the juniors lost. haiz. training was alright. did the same thing. but the court work was quite tiring. now i think im having a fever. hoping not to go to school tml. anw, i dont have the mood. and i think im getting my sexy voice back again.
im just having a nightmare. all these things arent real. whatever i felt arent real. whatever i said arent real. nothing is real in this dream. im just having a nightmare.
i dont understand you. and i never will. why are you doing all these things for me? are they worth it? cause i dont think so. stop everything. stop being nice to me. im not worth it. let me be. i just hope that you'll stop reading my blog.
6:40 PM
Claris
superfats to the rescue!
ODAC
Rockclimbing
Netball
24th May.
