would you dance if i asked you to dance?

you'll never know how i feel.
i hate that bitch!.

why am i even thinking about this? oh well..
megamegamegamegamegamegamegamegamega..
hope it'd be fun!. but i bet it's gonna be boring again. yup!

i will never know how it feels to stand beside and take your hand when i need some direction.

i love them.

tml im going mega! yaye! well, actually not really excited about it. have even pack my bag properly. pray that i'll not forget anything. haha. and it's been a tiring day. netball training. make ic. out w mum and sis. and travel all the way to bishan to get the STRAIGHT-CUT FBTS from chong, who forgotton to pass it to qian wei a few days ago. thanks a lot!. haha. no lah. i dont blame you.heh.
chong- i think that your brownie is damn nice, well, at least nicer than mine. it's as hard as a rock.haha:)

well, good day people(suppose to be good nite, but who cares. haha:))

Labels: i'll meet you there.

bitch is killing me.

Labels: what?

yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away.

yesterday is a day that i'll never forget. thanks to someone whom i really wanted to meet and i met her. now i've got sth that will keep me happy and cheerful all day long. wahaha. im so glad that i met her. she's so nice!:)

well anw, today's training was alright. im pushing myself again. woah. damn tiring. and quite boring. but i love the courtwork. yaye!. jiale can be a center, huh? not bad! haha. after training, lunch w gloria, qy, bella pra and jiale. then after that, me and jia had to RUSH back to school. haha. had some meeting that i thought will end at 5 but it took only like 1 hour? wth. haha. dont wanna go home, so went to meet gloria, pra and bella. gloria won a prize! after a few tries. not bad!:) yup. so gloria,pra, bella went to watch their movie, then me and jia went back home. haiz. so boring and tiring. can my day get any worse?haha. nope. cause im gonna sleep now. tml training again. 2.4 km AGAIN! quite sick of running 2.4km and i really feel that trainings are getting boring. yup. goodnites!:)

Labels: dream away..

i would give up everything, before i seperate myself from you.

i trust you no more. go away.

Labels: thank God i've found you.

you tried.

today, went out w my family. i felt damn weird. met julie, nats and sam ong.haha. okay. mood was quite bad. my sis could see that i wasnt happy. ya. and i bought a new pair of slippers. yaye. gonna wear it tml! when i go out. and bought outher things. suppose to buy a new wallet. you should know why. and i still feel that it's damn embarrassing to bring it. ohwell. blame that stupid thieft.anw, going to east coast park tml. and meeting someone that im longing to meet after that. cant wait. but what will i say. omg!. anw, im just too excited bout tml. heh. ohwell. gonna sleep now. nights to those out there.:)

i'll let you know when it comes.

Labels: it could be nothing.

everything was just a lie.

firstly, i just wanna thank those who made my day today and yesterday. although i may look sad, but i really am happy. im happy that i met you guys. im happy that i joined netball (though there are many things that made me upset, you get what i mean??) im grateful that i have friends like you. i thank God for you! and..

i love da group a lot, with all my heart.

they are the rockers of my life. love them, love them, love them.


and then, everything seems to be affecting my mood. ytd was wrong. shouldnt have happened. really affected my mood badly. and i guess my hopes was too high. should have known.


okay then, training was alright. cs made us run 2.4km after we did our warm up. omg! it's like hell lah. and i didnt eat. cause of some "meeting". i sent the msg to everyone lah. i bet linette's angry? see lah. and my mum was angry that i went for this "meeting". not your(da group) fault lah. just that my mum was super angry with me ytd. oh well, i made her feel that way. yup, so that explains my mood. and i gotta buck up with my studies. no going out more than 3 times a week, i guess and back by 6/7pm. i feel no freedom. but i gotta do it. if i dont perfrom well in term 3, i can say bye bye to peerlite. and the next might be netball. no netball, no life for me. i might as well quit school. then i'll have all the time to study!and cs compared the c'div with her primary school. wth. i hate it when people compare. it's like damn irritating lah. if you're not happy then you can leave. and it's already half a year. the sec1s cant get their basics right. i dont understand why you cant be more patient, or maybe they're just afraid of you? haiya. anw, we're gonna choose the cap and vice cap and sec3 rap for next year. all i can say is"let's just pray."

time passes quickly. i cant catch it. once it's gone, it's never coming back. i didnt treasure the time i have. i just let it pass by. i didnt really care. but now i just need it so much. i need it. but what's the point now? i just gotta use the time i have left. no point looking back, what i should have done, or what i shouldnt have. it's useless. especially when it only makes you depressed. i needa use time wisely now. and i gotta study harder if i wanna stay in netball and peerlite. i know that i say it many times that i need to study and my results are bad when i come back. my mum really knock some sence in me.haiz.

the words that saved in my heart, i can no longer hold inside.

Labels: so much for my happy ending.

that bitch is getting on my nerves.

get the hell away from me. i dont ever wanna see your face again. it only disgusts me.

Labels: leave.

woah. didnt blog for quite a while. and things are getting crazy. ohyes.sec1 camp. i love it a lot. and..

i miss gloria ng a lot!<3>she told me to post this.

gloria-im just doing you a favour. and you havent help me change my blogskin!:) go change it please. im sick of this blogskin.heh. i love my bestfriend:)

ohyes. camp was superb fun. love it. and i cant believe that i miss the camp. and i love my sec1 class a lot lah. they rock. if you happen to see this, be touched. haha. actually i thought it'll be a disaster. but i was wrong. they enjoyed themselves. glad to see that. i miss my class. and guess what. that is miss liang's class. haha. well half of it lah. and the monitressof 1-3a is damn good lah. have great potential to be a GREAT leader. yaye:) too bad i didnt get to see them on the last day. went for that stupid cip trip. wth. it's damn lame lah. i'd rather go to the primary school and help. oh and one thing i love about the sec1 camp was that we could scold them. so fun!. i love the petrolling. too bad im not in the discipline com. haiz. but i helped anw. haha.and they're like SUPER SLOW!. wth. and some of them arh.. haiyo.nth good to say lah. so shall not say. haha.

ANW.... my birthday's coming. so exciting!:) cant wait. haha. i remember there was one time during the SARS period, i forgotton that my birthday had passed. i didnt even realised it lah. haha. well. for the past 2 days, my mum kept telling me to study. can i have a break? im like damn tired. and it's after camp lah. dont want to give me any break. wth. im not a robot lah. anw, today's training was erm.. (very few people came. it's like damn pathetic can.had to train with the sec1s.)and the weather was like killing me!. it's damn freaking hot and im sick lah. after 2.4km. i couldnt really breathe properly. and wy almost faint. she's white! anw overall, training was okay lah. did lots of physical. and played a game. didnt played for a long time. wah. and we were playing like mad. damn messy too. but how can you blame a sec1. they're just sec1s.haha.

and i heard sth that makes me wanna.. bleah. damn disgusting lah. and i dont understand why. eww. well. everything's over. and im glad. and i still hate kmc. sucks like shit.

oh and i heard this song from gloria's mp3. it's damn nice lah.



day after day
time pass away
and i just cant get you off my mind
nobody knows.. i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i cant find
the courage to show
to letting you know
i've never felt so much love before
and once again, im thinking about
taking the easy way out..

but if i let you go,
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know?
if i let you go..

night after night
i hear myself saying
why cant this feeling just fade away?
there's no one like you..
you speak to me heart..
it's such a shame we're worlds apart..
im too shy to ask..
im too proud to lose
but sooner or later i gotta choose
and once again im thinking about
taking the easy way out..

but if i let you go
i will never konw
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go..

i think that this song is damn nice. wahaha:)

Labels: fruit juice

9:00 PM

having so much to say, and watching you walk away.

now that gloria's birthday is going to be over in a few hours( enjoy it while you can.) now it's time to wait for mine!. yaye!:) haha. anw, i dont really care anymore.
and once again, i reminded myself of the times i had in pl when i was in sec1 and 2. i just wish that the moment will stay forever. but now it's gone. i love all my mates. they are too precious.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
and i also miss the sec4 seniors 05.
i miss them so much and badly
especially someone. i wish that you'll come back.
i miss the times you scolded us.
i miss that holding school.
i had many memories in that school.
i cant bear to leave that school.
i wanna go back to that school again.
when im in that school, i used to complain a lot. but now that we moved to our promise land, i left many memories there. i didnt treasure my time there. i shouldnt have complained. i loved that school bacause of you. you're the one that i wanna see everyday when i was in sec1. i looked forward to school hoping to see you. and you made me love trainings a lot. i gave you the respect, because you really deserve it. although you were really fierce. you were only trying to discipline us. and i thank you for that. you made me your number fan. and i'll always love you.

and i miss all the times that we had in sec1 and 2. all the fun. now it's STRESS! being a leader isnt easy. i dont have proper time management. so my mum willl be scolding me for coming home late everyday. not as if i dont wanna come home. i didnt get enough sleep because of the sec3 camp and the planning of the sec1 camp. i almost slept during lessons many times. thank God that cts are over. i used to think that being a leader is damn easy. and fun. because from what i see from her, she has lots of time and she's the top student in pl. she's also a captain in netball. i wanna be like her. one thing that i didnt see is that she has proper time management. and the only thing that she took up was to be a netball captain. (that shows why she's quite free)and i took up a lot of things. like being a peerlite. the BIGGEST mistake of my life. but somehow i dont regret it. ohwell. dont think i can just walk out of the peerlite thing. someone just remind me not to take up anymore programme thing or whatever. cause i seriously have no time.

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever i go.

Labels: the words that i saved in my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GLORIA NG!.
i love my bestfriend lots. didnt really get to play the guitar for you. sorry. but you know that i'll always love you and GG.wahaha.(GG so cute!)
anw, today went to ikea. woah. didnt go there before and everything is like quite cheap compared to other shops lah. ikea will be my favourite place.wahaha. i'll go there again. oh and bella bought me my birthday present. very early lah. it's a chocolate pizza. cool. and there's like sweets on it. then sweets are quite hard and some taste... bleah!. haha. and i sort of got sick of eating the chocolate pizza. haha. and PRANEETHA keep eating my present.haha i know that you need to feed your people lah. forgive you.haha. oh and that reminds me. ytd's meeting, praneetha and a few people played a game that requires everyone to be in a circle , standing close tgh. and they are suppose to sit on each others lap( get it?) one of the trainers said she'll count to 3 then they will all sit.
1,2,3- PRANEETHA SAT ON THE FLOOR!. haha. omg! damn funny and retarded lah. wth was she doing. haha. thanks pra.. we had a GREAT laugh.haha.
and today during physics, we watched a movie, some document. damn boring lah and it's more related to geog than physics. haha. watch the first few parts and i slept. wow!.i was damn tired. no mood to play floorball after that. oh and floorball is like damn boring now. and i still think it's quite dangerous. i wanna play netball or basketball. and we're like suppose to run for 3 mins around the pillars. but me and pea stayed behind the pillars until mdm tini said change( not enough court, you know.haha)
oh and i met sharon ytd. miss her so much. and didnt know that she change so much lah. she's like damn skinny now. she used to be chubby. and she's taking triple science. wth!. so smart lah. and she said that she dont like physics. why not? it's easy!. well, to me lah. cause it's related to maths.
anw, tml i'll helping out for the sec1 camp. haven pack my bag yet. last min packing again. and i actually dont really feel like going any more. im one of the facilitators lah. i dont know how to do a proper debrief!.

Labels: happy birthday gloria ng. wahaha:)

i just want to die in your arms.

i think blogger has some problems. and i think it's so irritating.
omg! and it's already14 may. time past really fast. just 2 more days and it's gloria's birthday.
gloria- in 2 days time, you'll be 15 years old. how great is that? haha and in 10 days time, i'll be 15. yaye. i feel so old. haha.
anw, training today was good. although it's tiring(it always has been) it's still great lah. the sec1s got scolded.haha. okay im being mean. haha. anw, there was like quite a few b div. like very pathetic lah. the sec1s have like quite a lot. well anw, i think that next year the c team will not make it to the 2nd round just by looking at their performance today. it's already been half a year and they dont know their basics well. omg!. and suddenly, im thinking about this year main team people. and how i miss them so much. i miss playing with the seniors. and now i seriously think that time passes damn quickly. i want it to slow down. i used to want time to pass quickly cause i want to be a teenager. haha i was crazy then. now, come to think of it. i dont wanna grow old anymore. i wanna stay 15 forever(apparently im not yet.) and i'll miss netball when i become sec4 ( and i'll grow fat at the same time.haha) and it's the best time to torture the sec1s wahaha. i feel so mean. wahaha.
anw, sec1 camp is on the 17 may. only 3days left. omg!! so many things left undone. but i believe that the camp will be a successful one.yeah! and i get to skip lessons. yaye. others will be learning while we get to facilitate the sec1s and have FUN with them. haha
anw, after netball, went to the bubble tea shop to buy bubble tea!. DUH! haha. and we ate cup noodles too. which im not suppose to. have dinner waiting for me at home. haha.but who cares lah.haha. and after that, i realised that im broke again. how?? can not buy flowers. haiz. next time remind me not to eat so much.haha. im growing fat!.haha. ohwell. time for me to sleep now. goodnite now people. hope you enjoy reading my post, if not you just wasted your !#$@%#^$%^$ time. haha.

i wanna hold you tight and never ever let go.

Labels: no promises.

gloria- 3 more days.
me-11 more days.

cant wait!

it feels weird just seeing you around. i dont know why but the feeling i have is different from last time. i used to smile at you whenever i walk passed you. but now.. it's just different. maybe it's because of that day.

Labels: watch out

故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
re sou sou xi dou xi
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

i dont like chinese. dont mistaken. i didnt type this. there's a thing call copy and paste. and the only reason im posting this is because i think that the song is nice. ( i've got the translation.) yup. and im learning how to play it. yaye!. but even if i dont like chinese, i still have to learn it. so why not try liking it.(it's that stupid tbk that make me hate chinese so much. even more than i used to hate it.) so i'll spend more time learning it if i like it. just like maths. :) so jamie chan, you gotta help me alrights.:) yaye.make sure i'll get at least a b4. yaye:) must buck up:)

Labels: will you wait or will you go?

accidentally in love.

ahh. wth. my com got problem. damn irritating!. stupid com. just typed a post. and it didnt post. and it didnt save either. wahliao. then have to type again. sian.
anw, just watch a movie, bridge to terabithia. omg that show is damn nice. and of course damn sad. that girl died. i couldnt believe it. anw, i love one song in that show, a place for us. checked on the lyrics, it's sort of weird. haha. so shall not type it.
yup and bought a new pair of shoes today. school shoes duh. i threw mine away.haha. so new. and white. yaye. well actually have like nth to say. haha. cant be bothered to write what i've wrote in th previous post that was deleted by the com. thanks a lot com. idiot.

i miss you so much. come back. please come back. i dont mind that you come back to scold us, punish us again. i dont mind. i really dont. i just wanna see you. that beautiful face of yours will always be in my heart. i really wanna see you again.

oh and this is a song that i heard somewhere that i think it's damn nice. so ya.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
Thats what I was trying to do

chill babe.:)

Labels: what hurts the most was being so close.

i just called to say i love you.

eliz- it's over, baby!. hope you like my present. specially made for you! haha:)
gloria- 4 more days
me-12 more days (cant wait!)

woohoo!. it's after sec3 camp. quite fun lah. especially the instructors. especially the male ones. haha. so gay. i like eliz group cheer for the instructor.haha
hey ah bao,
you're so gay,
you're so gay,
you make my day.
hey ah bao.
ah ah,
hey ah bao.
bao bao.
haha damn funny. love all the cheers. i dont really like my instructor. my gosh. she's damn boring lah. so unlucky.haha. anw. wasnt really excited before sec3 camp. and i did a last min packing. and if you're wondering why i didnt blog for quite long is because my damn com is spoilt. wth. now i can finally blog again. just that the com is damn freaking slow. anw, think that the sec3 camp isnt really fun. last year was better i guess. haiz. and next week is the sec1 camp. so fast lah. everything is like not ready. omgosh. how?.
anw, had meeting today in the morning, went for lunch w jiale,zx,jas, and charlotte. then walk around ps. now my leg damn tired. it's aching, i tell you. it's aching. walk too much. and i love one shops in ps a lot. it's my 2nd fav shop. got so many things and everything cost 2 bucks only. cool man.haha.
well, then i forgot whatever that happened the past few days. see my memory's damn bad. must improve on it!. haha.
ohya, havent say what happen in the camp finish yet. the first night was quite cold. and the 2nd night, i was perspiring. and got the stupid mosqueto. disturb my sleep. ohya. and i think that G G is so cute. haha. she's so cute lah.haha. and her brother is called GB. hah. damn funny. GG-good girl. GB-good boy. haha. and i love the rock climbing. although i keep falling, it's damn challenging. so fun!and i like to do the CRC. one of them need to have two ppl doing at the same time. damn funny lah. i saw wan yi doing. it's damn funny. haha. and i heard the eliz was crossing a log.. not on the ground.haha. she was the only one made to cross back to the start.haha. the rest just cross once. and also heard the she ran across. not bad eh?. haha.
well, im quite bored now. there's like nth to do.ohya. and a few days ago, my dad said that he bought spiderman3. yaye,i was like damn happy. can watch!. but it turns out to be a fake one. as in there;s the spider man3 disk cover with another spiderman show. omg. so nvm. i just watch. and the guy in that show is crazy. and the show is actually quite stupid. luckily that day jas didnt come to my house and watch or else im gonna get shot by her.haha.
and right now my mum's playing mahjiong, again.what is so nice about that game lah. i think it's damn boring. especially when you keeping playing, like alsmost 24 hours. arent ya tired of it? i so sick of watching ya'll playing, hearing the same noises and words. PONG! ZI MOI!. GAO!.

went to bishan, hoping to see you again, but you werent there. where are you? where are you? i wanna see you again.

making a wish.

Labels: let the cold wind blow

i no longer trust you like i used to do.

eliz-2 more days
gloria- 10 more days
me- 18 more days

1 more day and it's over, baby! omg! im too excited. cant wait for it to be over. then after the cts, it'll be camp, camp and camp.. and cip. (haha so random) yaye. all these camps are waiting for me:) anw, im sort of angry because my chem book is missing. ahh!. how to study!.i think im gonna fail chem and physics. i dont really understand physics. well, pray that i'll find my chem book asap.heh:)

chill babe:)

Labels: where's the love that we all need?

the prettiest girl alive!.
i wish i could see your smile again.
a picture of you isnt enough.
you're something real,
someone who is so perfect.
you make me smile like there's no tml.
and i thank you for that.
everyday i just hope to see you again,
hear your voice again.
you're the light that i need.
to me, you're everything.

anw. i think that lee huang is damn retarded. so am i. just talked to her on the phone. haha. when i hear her voice, i just started laughing. haha. i think she' damn funny. haha. ohwell. that's my junior. haha. retarded just like me. heh.:)

Labels: 3 down.. 1 to go..

opps! forgot to put the days left!
eliz- 4 more days.
gloria- 12 more days.
me- 20 more days.

i think it's so cool that our birthdays are in may and 8 days after the other. yaye!.

just the way i am

mug mug mug.
hmm. today, i was actually quite irritated by tbk. wth. damn what lah. gave P a 0 because she lost the book. wahliao damn irresponsible lah. what kind of teacher is she lah. hope that the school sack her. such a lousy teacher. dont even care about us. and wahliao. dont wanna say anymore lah. damn irritated by her. then i help chong w chinese. didnt that chong's chinese is better than mine. just that she doesnt know how to write the words. not bad eh? and i got my marks for my chinese. i failed again. as usual. then jamie chan was "angry". said that she wanna give me chinese tuition. until i pass chinese. wahliao. i can just die with chinese everyday lah. haha. but look on the bright side, i've got a free tutor.haha. what are friends for? helping each other. yaye. thanks jamie chan!:) haha.

then today had maths. omg! emaths was alright. manage to finish and i think that question 2 was quite difficult when it's like so simple when P explain it to me. wth. i tried a lot of times then i fianlly decided to put: therefore, no solution. haha. it's damn stupid lah. haha. then before a maths, pamela and jamie chan ask me me explain it to them. okay so i explain to them then later harlene and someone else ask me to explain the same thing. omg! so i explain it again! then later another one came to ask me. omg! my third time explaining the same thing. wth. keep explaining. i was like exploding. ahh!!. well on the bright side, i revised 3 times. isnt that great? haha.

well. im still having the wallet that my sister gave me. i still feel that it's damn embarrassing. omg!. i dont even dare to take it out. so i just take my money. haha. it's just like not having any wallet. well. hope that someone will buy me a really nice wallet from the wallet shop. *hint hint* haha. anw, i think that it's been a weird day for me. seeing someone so sad. haiz. just hurt her so much. and maureen lee just msged me saying that she dont have to share hp with her sister. quite weird. haha. ohwell, she's just sharing her joy with me. haha. oh yes, wei kee today was like mad playing the games on the hp. wth. she was like very high. she was playing the game then suddenly she made some noises. wth. haha. so retarted. haha.

i just dont know what to do now.

Labels: bitter, sweet and strange

eliz-5 more days
gloria- 13 more days
claris- 21 more days

i will never know how it feels to stand beside and take your hand when i need some direction.

omg. i find it so embarrassing to hold or even bring the wallet that my sister gave me to school. it doesnt even fit me lah. haha. ya. and today had pure geog and ss. im damn happy lah. pure geog was alright. just didnt know how to do the 1st question. thank God that the marks are very little. and i sort of know how to do the rest. haha. just crapping my way through. and ss. omg! a suprise that i could even wite so long for the first time for my ss paper. haha. and i actually know how to do. i think im gonna pass it. ( for the first time in my ss)yaye!. thanks gloria and bella!:) love ya.

anw, today i studied maths. omg! tuition today was like flooded. a lot of people who are not suppose to be here today, came. just because they have a test tml. and they didnt even inform my mum lah. wth. lucky tiffany and joyce didnt come today. haha. and there's this guy in my tuition who is like a retard lah. he dont even know how to factorise and whatever lah. omg. it's like sec2 work and he's already like sec3 or 4. he's like stupid lah. wth. then i keeping calling my mum for help but she didnt come because he dont understand. wah and my mum is like damn angry with him. serve you right. moron. wah. then i was so angry that i wanted leave lah. wahliao. then my grandma said that they are students, so let them ask their questions first. i can ask later. wth. i want to rest lah. didnt sleep a lot lo. damn tired. and im still gonna study at night. thank God by then they are GONE!

ohya and my cousin has this magnet thingy. looks like a marble. it's damn cool lah. it's damn strong. seriously. as in when you put you hand in between the magnets, it still stays there. omg. i thought it's like 50 dollars or so but it's only $1.50 wth. cheat my feelings lah. and i lied to her that my chair is blue in colour when it's actually green. then she keep asking me questions like what colour is this and that. wah then i felt so irritated. but i still didnt tell her that it's green. heh.

and i will never know what it's like to see you smiling at me or know you'd be proud of me.

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eliz-7 more days.
gloria- 15 more days.
me!- 23 more days.

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my dream girl

ahh!. it's so irritating!. shall not say what. anw, ytd we play a floorball matc . omg!. my team lost lah. how pathetic. haha. ohwell. we're just having fun.haha and the next pe lesson, we're gonna learn how to play volleyball, hopefully. damn sick of floorball now. and ytd, me and jas ran 2.4km, although it's not our training ytd. yaye!. i beat her. and we jump up the stairs. omg! and i realised that our stamina deproved a lot lah. and i miss coach mun's training. haiz. why cant she train our school. and we talked to the juniors ytd. wah i think gloria was quite fierce. not bad eh? haha. and after that, me bella and gloria went to spoin ourselves at the assembly area. omg! damn fun and dizzy.haha. feel so retarted. we should do it more often. RELEASE STRESS! haha. and i finally know how to work my mp3.haha.yaye. and ytd, my god bro came back. yaye. didnt see him for a very long time.

me: ai, my birthday coming leh. and i lost my wallet. hint hint.
leroy: i also lost my wallet. and your sister is my girlfriend. hint hint.
me: huh? why you say hint hint?
leroy: because you sister is my girlfriend, so im trying to hint to her to buy me a new wallet.

wth. he's so lame. haha. and my 2nd sister gave me a old wallet and it has my favourite cartoon character on it. yaye. and my oldest sis said that she's giving me her crumpler. yaye. she's not LENDING it to me anymore. and she said that she wanna exchange it for my teddybear. my gosh!. she's like crazy lah. she has like dont know how many teddybears already. and she treats them as if they are her children. seriously. and she didnt even tell me that she wanna exchange lah. just take it and cut the tag. wth. it's still mine lah. if that person know she'll be damn upset lah. you cant just take those things away from me. haiya.

and it's so cool to talk to my bestfriend!. yaye. i love you!. heh. and you're suppose to help me change my blogskin. anw, today my mum scolded me for not undderstanding maths. wth. i really dont understand what. you think i dont want to listen arh? wth. damn angry lah. and im still angry with that stupid thief. cant you just return me my wallet and my mp3? im damn angry lah. if i find out who you are, you're just bringing yourself to hell. seriously lah. i'll kill you!. moron!.

i believe i can, i believe i will, i believe i'll go on.

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