Wednesday, May 16, 2007,
having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
now that gloria's birthday is going to be over in a few hours( enjoy it while you can.) now it's time to wait for mine!. yaye!:) haha. anw, i dont really care anymore.
and once again, i reminded myself of the times i had in pl when i was in sec1 and 2. i just wish that the moment will stay forever. but now it's gone. i love all my mates. they are too precious.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
and i also miss the sec4 seniors 05.
i miss them so much and badly
especially someone. i wish that you'll come back.i miss the times you scolded us.
i miss that holding school.
i had many memories in that school.
i cant bear to leave that school.
i wanna go back to that school again.
when im in that school, i used to complain a lot. but now that we moved to our promise land, i left many memories there. i didnt treasure my time there. i shouldnt have complained. i loved that school bacause of you. you're the one that i wanna see everyday when i was in sec1. i looked forward to school hoping to see you. and you made me love trainings a lot. i gave you the respect, because you really deserve it. although you were really fierce. you were only trying to discipline us. and i thank you for that. you made me your number fan. and i'll always love you.
and i miss all the times that we had in sec1 and 2. all the fun. now it's STRESS! being a leader isnt easy. i dont have proper time management. so my mum willl be scolding me for coming home late everyday. not as if i dont wanna come home. i didnt get enough sleep because of the sec3 camp and the planning of the sec1 camp. i almost slept during lessons many times. thank God that cts are over. i used to think that being a leader is damn easy. and fun. because from what i see from her, she has lots of time and she's the top student in pl. she's also a captain in netball. i wanna be like her. one thing that i didnt see is that she has proper time management. and the only thing that she took up was to be a netball captain. (that shows why she's quite free)and i took up a lot of things. like being a peerlite. the BIGGEST mistake of my life. but somehow i dont regret it. ohwell. dont think i can just walk out of the peerlite thing. someone just remind me not to take up anymore programme thing or whatever. cause i seriously have no time.
it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you wherever i go.Labels: the words that i saved in my heart.
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