Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world
believe me.
She's got a boyfriend,
He drives her round the bend
Coz he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

So many nights now,
I find myself thinking about her now

Coz obviously she's out of my league,
How can I win she keeps dragging me in,
And I know,
I never will be good enough for her,
No no
Never will be good enough for her.

really. i'll never be good enough.(:

alrights. didnt go to school today. woke up in th morning and my stomach felt painful and i just felt like vomitting. bleah. went to the doc. gave me 2 days mc. doubt i'll go to school tml. i think i miss quite a lot today. all the fun and lessons. and i realised that im damn tired. i dont have enough rests. and im kinda weak. i dont eat enough. alrights. enough enough. haha. alrights. hope that i'll get well soon lah.

i feel damn irritated by what you said. i already hate it. and you still have to rub it in.

but..

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
Im ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

seriously.(:

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