somehow i just miss you so. but maybe im just lying to myself? arh! hack lah. dont wanna think about it. it's so annoying.

hah!. training today was the best, though i was kinda sick.[bleah] dont know what the hell happened to me. think that my asthma is back. sian.. and during training, i was sort of crying. tried to hide. but gloria saw that. dont know why i cried either. she said it's a sign of depression. [okay. so that's kinda bad] alrights then. haha. maybe i just needed to cry that's all. (: hah!. alrights. day in school today was kinda fine lah. chinese is boring. learning nothing as usual. hah!. then it was chem quiz. quite easy. but there was one question that was quite tricky. wth. and i got i wrong!. ahh!. anw, mr ong is leaving. sad lah. now we're having mr thomson. kill me now. he's damn freaking boring, though he can be retarded at times. telling us "jokes" haha. wth!? anw, i miss ms oh. now we're having that naggy wgl. no wonder she has so many rinkles. haha. alrights i think that im super mean. doubt they would read this any soon. hah!. alrights. omg. and geog was the worse. e maths uesd to be worse, but now geog is. my gosh. i still think that she sucks. no one can change my mind about it!!. kmc didnt come today. so all we did was 2 maths papers and just hand in when the period ends. wth is rational? okay. heh!(:

oh and the damn cage is jammed. thanks to the damn lock. alrights. actually the juniors told me during school hours, but i thought that they meant that they couldnt lock the cage, so i couldnt really be bothered. but didnt expect that it would be jammed in a way that we COULDNT OPEN IT!!. who was the one who locked it in the first place huh? well, anw, got it opened. got a new lock that requires a key. okay so anyone who wanna open the cage, look for me first!. started training late, but cs wasnt angry. yaye!. thank God!(:heh.

why cant i just stop thinking about you. maybe it's something about you that makes me really wonder.:( im trying my best to look at the other side of you. what's going on your mind? i wanna know.

i will never know how it feels to stand beside and take your hand when i need some direction.
and i will never know what it's like to see you smiling at me or know you'd be proud of me.

oh btw gloria, please, please, please send me that song!:)

gloria- like you requested. i put your name in yellow(:

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