jocleen- im trying toooooooo.........

i dont if it's worth me losing sleep over this

yeah. firstly wanna say sorry to lots of people. just very pissed today. like how you say.. moodswing?. haiz. these few days im quite pissed. so please, please, please, please, please, please dont do anything that would make me even more pissed. you're also doing yourself a favour. alrights. and im pissed over something that has been for super long already.. it's just piling up even higher? and i hate SE. the most stupidest word. and im sensitive to certain things, aiights. so please MIND YOUR WORDS!. and please dont go over that line. or else you'll see the worse of me. there's a limit to it. so you dont have to keep rubbing it in. yeah.. maybe im too stressed? alrights. i just needa go run or something to relief stress. who wanna join me? dont worry.. i wont bite. (:

yeah. today wasnt great. like i said.. i was pissed. alrights. i gotta chill, yo. didnt have the mood to say 'hi' to anyone. dont really even bother to talk or listen to all the craps my clique has to say. i just kept quiet and stare at other things. though i did listen to certain things.
okay. at least my whole day wasnt like that. thanks to some people and those bunch of fun-loving people. thanks to them, i got to laugh, though i didnt contrubute much. hah!. yeah. love you guys. you always made my day. (:

yeah. and actually suppose to go kan yi shen. then didnt cause waited for zx and jas. so it was 3.30pm when we were about to leave and the clinic closes at 4pm.. so what's the point, yeah? just hope that i will recover soon and fast. and who wanna go kan yi shen with me?? i dont wanna go alone..):

yeah. even though all the cts for the lower sec are over, it isnt over for us. argh. still have that oey. and still going on with the stress. i wanna go church!. i need to pray to God!. yeah. well. next week gonna start again. haiz. oh.. i hate oey so much. timings are wrong. ):

tml have morning training. perfect!. a great time to relief stress!. well, looking forward to it!.

oh yeah yeah yeah.. jas has eliz 'wake up' call. it's original!. haha. eliz made it herself with her own voice. haha. and her sister's also damn funny. haha. now whenever i need eliz laughter, i can just play her 'wake up' call haha.

though i say yes most of the time, doesnt mean i will say yes for everything.- get that in your head!.

so take, take everything and leave me scrambling.
reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place.

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