the one that i missed. but somehow i no longer feel how i feel for you.

it's been exactly one year. still remember this day. alrights. but this time, i really went to watch fireworks. though it's damn freaking short and i went home early for the one of the few times and the fireworks are damn small, it's worth it. and the scenery is so beautiful. night time is the best. it's not so hot. and when you stand somewhere high, you can see the city lights. though it's small, it's still beautiful. and you can also feel the wind blowing across your face. feels like you're in dreamland.haha. alrights.

and this day made me remember of a lot of things. a lot of things that happened last year. i remember YOU making my day when im down.. YOU'RE always there for me. but most of the time im never there for YOU. although SHE'S the one i think about, YOU'RE the one i feel most comfortable to talk to. i dont know. maybe im just regretting.. again. alrights. this is stupid. maybe i said those things to YOU because i was feeling kinda stressed? or maybe annoyed by YOU. i dont know. i was just angry. maybe i just needed some break from YOUR msges. now.. i feel that i can handle my feelings better?. alrights. maybe im just talking crap. but i really miss YOU. alrights. and i shall take the first step. tgyb

i just hope that all the hatred in YOU will be forgiven. it's not good to be angry all the time. it only hurts YOUR health. seriously. alrights. just wanna say im sorry. i've been a jerk.

forgive and forget.

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