haha. my previous post said that i couldnt get to see my God-brother for a long time. and guess what. on THAT night, i saw him. haha and had dinner tgh. (:

alrights. later on, at 12 am in the morning will be the year 2008!. no more 2007!. sad leh. i think sec 3 year was damn fun. and i sure slacked a lot. and many things happened. good or bad. blahblahblah.. we still learn something from these events right? im sure some of you do. (: alrights. this year's december holiday seems like the best so far. i bet there's more to come!. (: for my other years, i would lay on my bed, watch tv program and think that life is boring and i always leave homework at the last min. and when school starts, i get scolding from my teacher and i hated her for the rest of the year. HAHA!. it's always the same story. but in secondary school, it's a little different. some teachers dont really care if you do their homework. if you did, GREAT!. but if you dont.. ohwell, too bad for you, young lady. HAHA!. oh yes, guess what im gonna do for this year's countdown?!. THAT'S RIGHT!. IM GONNA LAY ON MY BED AND DREAM ABOUT COUNTDOWN!. if you dont understand, im gonna sleep. why sacrfice your sleep? it's just another ordinary day.. not as if somethings gonna drop down from the sky..hahah! and lots of ppl are gonna send msges tonight too!. stop wasting your money!. and just to let you know, if you ever call me [or mag me and it woke me up] just to say: HAPPY NEW YEAR!. im so gonna KILL YOU on the first day of school. I NEED MY SLEEP OKAY!?

okay. let's talk about today's game. I AM SO FREAKIN' TIRED!. and guess what, i just watched SAW 4! omg! damn sick and disgusting and torturous, as usual. i hope there's no such person on earth. better cherish my life before he finds me. haha! (:

school's starting soon. cant wait. i dont know why, but i just wanna spend my time in school rather than at home. my brain needs FOOD!. ooo.. i cant wait to wear my new school shoe!. and use my new textbook!. haha.

dont let anyone tell you that you cant do anything.
-movie i saw. i think it's the pursuit of happyness.

anw, i love the movies that will smith act in. just that I AM LEGEND isnt really what i expected. ):

hey honeys, cant wait to see you!. muacks!.

you're really getting on my nerves..

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right! today had training. well, i was kinda dying.. ugh.. and im not really looking forward on monday's game. with RGS and other schools. hmm.. maybe that shows that i need to exercise more. alrights. time to call the PEA. haha. ohmy. sounds wrong. but at least i made her name sound GRAND!. haha im so funny!.

okayokay! anw, i've decided to so some more homework. and be happy doing 'em!. muacks!. cant wait for school to open!. cant wait for the new year!. new lifestlye- no more slacking. but studying and studying. man. what kind of life is that?!. AND!. i really wanna play some basketball in school. one of my favourite moments in school. well, it's better than staying at home doing nothing and wasting electricity. haha!. damn, im funny!. nah. i just needed to say something good 'bout myself, you know, mates.

alrights. somehow, i just miss my God-brother. the army has taken him. not only that. my sister has taken him too. so equals to no time for me!. ): i hardly see him. and when i do. it's only a short period of time. seriously, it's damn short. but at least i get to see him, right? haiz. i miss his rubbish and him always chasing me to go to church. heh! (: well. his like one of the nicest guy you can meet!. (: oh, but TOO BAD, you cant!. hahah. i sound so mean. (:

alrights my honeys, gotta go. shall not waste any more precious time on the com doing RUBBISH!.

Labels: i dont want you back.

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http://youtube.com/watch?v=DFzJDPjClv8&feature=related - shut up and smile.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=e0NPCmeMAdw&feature=related - high school never ends.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=yFYLv2wU4EM&feature=related - luckiest loser
http://youtube.com/watch?v=euPjULmiNSE&feature=related - somebody get my mom

okay go see these video. i think it's damn cute with the song. HAHAHAH!. i love bowling for soup.. (: alrights. maybe i'll tell everyone to SHUT UP and smile. (: just like the song. anyone have these songs? I WANT!. yaye!. haha.. there's more. so go find it yourselves if ya have the time. (: ENJOY!. (:

anw, i wanted to buy this long sleeves shirt. it's so nice lah.. so is the price. ): anw, my sister bought it for her bf's brother for christmas. ): my mum wanted to buy it for me, but my sister say CANNOT!. it would be weird if he and i went out and we're wearing the same shirt. but i dont go out with him! ): just like another incident. and i saw the shirt FIRST. she still bought it for her bf leh. so why cant i buy the same shirt? ): nvm. i'll just have to wait.

i'd like to buy you flowers everyday, making everyday a holiday.

Labels: all we need is an ice-cream and a hug. (:

thanks for the memories.

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Labels: you had me at hello.

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Labels: what's life without me?

pretty woman, walking down the streets.
-by elvis presley[i guessed]

tired and dead for the first half of the day. still tired and began feeling sleepy at the later part of the day.
so.. deadtired + sleepytired= tired(dead + sleepy)
WOW! i can even do math with my feelings!. actually i think im getting bad at math now. havent been practicing for a super looonnng time. (:

well, party at moy's house soon!. theme: dress up like sth you dont wanna be. kinda stupid but fun. i bet i'll feel uncomfortable. and i dont know what to wear. dress and skirt is a no-no thing. im thinking of construction worker? or begger? or STONE!? [ how the hell am i gonna dress up like a stone?! that's the question. (: ] or.. i dont know PORN STAR?!. i dont even know how they dress. and that day, i dressed normally, okay?! me, a porn star? no way, man!. haha!.

i think that the guitar is so cool and romantic. might play for my love one day.. MIGHT!.

and yaye!. im getting a new mp3 player. or maybe an ipod shuffle. haha.. as long as it is small and have many memory space and looks nice, will do.

fiona- you wanted to flood but you CANT, not decided not to. haha!.
GLORIA- aww, i love you.. haha(:

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

say:hello, gorgeous!

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okay pictures time. stole it from jas cause i still cant find my wire!. haha.
so enjoy the pics. it's damn hilarious. HAHAH!.

eliz most unglam
and qy looks so chubby!. haha!

and a group pic after the floorball and captain's ball game.

actually there's some unglam pics of me. but i dont feel like putting it up. i dont wanna look unglam on my own blog. who would lah!. haha!.
TADA!. hope that you enjoyed it!.

Labels: and how i am so proud to call you my girl.

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zhixian- go pretty!. haha.
pea and fiona- shut up,both of you. i dont want to have anything to do with pea when it comes to insects. and fiona, you cant even kill a cockroach!. haiz. im so disappointed in you. actually it's 2 cockroaches!. haha.

i like noisy songs!.

okayokay.. i like my chemical romace a lot!!. haha.. i know im kinda slow lah.. and you pea-ness. please send me ALL the chemical romance song!. i want! or else i'll eat you up. muahaha!.
anw, GLORIS NGYUYAN is coming back soon. i miss her badly!. i want to see her now!. ahh!. GLORIA NG YUYAN i didnt cheat on you!. haha. dont believe, look at everyone's blog! haha.

ahh!!. that fiona poon arh.. damn funny and gross leh.. and she keep lying to me. haha.*inside story*. haha.
anw, next sunday and the last sunday of december will be taken by training. argh. goodbye fcbc church. i dont wanna go in the morning. hmm. maybe i'll go to plmc on saturday night!(: well, if they are still having church at night. time to call joyce see!. and i havent do any homework finish yet. okay.. maybe i shouldnt use the com too often lah.. (:

goodbye.
and
goodnites.

but not me!

Labels: they say the teenagers scared the shit out of me.

okay.. right now im blogging for the sake of fiona poon. better thank me for this. haha.
ps: i know all of you are jealous of her. cause im blogging for the sake of her.. haha.. but dont be jealous lah.. you shouldnt be anw. haha. unless for dont know what reason, then you're jealous. haha. okay that doesnt really make sense.. haha.

okay since ytd i went out the whole day with the AMAZING people,[should call them pretty people cause i took pictures with them (: ] today i shall do my homework. okay i plan to do at least 2-3 homework today. haha!. and i dont wanna do the stupid commonwealth essay. that's just rubbish to me lah.. cause i'll just simply write rubbish. haha..

okay. i hope that you're happy fiona poon. cause this post was typed for the sake of you! be glad!. muahaha!(:

okay. just so you know.im typing this for fiona poon not because she made me to. :/

[ dont believe a word i say.. ]

haha..
okay.. now for the cockroach story that fiona poon wants.[i feel like im telling a bedtime story haha]
okay lah.. actually i was using the com then sudden i saw this big black thing running across. it was damn close to my feet leh.. but it wasnt that bad lah.. cause i remembered somewhere in this year, i went with out C. and we went to some void deck. then suddenly there's a lot of roaches lah.. they're are like coming from everywhere!. this is madness!. omg!. at first i just ignore lah.. cause there wasnt a lot and i didnt realise there was cockroaches ard. then suddenly there was this stupid cockroach on my shoulder!! ahh!!!. damn disgusting can! i dont know what to do lah.. omg!. and C doesnt want to help cause she's scared. eeyer.. i felt dirty after that. well, that was last time lah. haha.. okay and this is how the story ends. there is no happy ending or sad ending. it's just a weird story. at least the cockroaches didnt invade me or my school bag or books. haha!. imagine you open your pencil case and find that it was invaded by cockroaches!. ahh!. okay. of course that wouldnt happen to me lah.. why would it? im so nice. haha..

okayokay.. anw, rayner just came back from austraila ytd. and he just came to my house.. okay now he's gone. haha.. that's fast.. haha. anw i just shared my happy times with him - eliz wake up call and video!. muahahah!.

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3:50 PM

maureen- wth? siao alr?
fiona- no. im calling you, moron!. i think you're blind. ir maybe my english is too good for you. haha!. and you didnt say that you agree or not. bleah.
fiona poon- hello!. thanks a lot!(:
leehuang!. woah! too excited to see my blog that you have to say hello so many times. it's alright. there'll be enough space for you. you can type more hellos if you want. haha.
you better answer- hello! may i know who this is? and why are you so interested?

she cried herself to sleep..

alrights. tiring and fun day. it's been a long time since we had such great fun!. floorball was damn fun. cause we didnt know how to play.. haha.. oh ya. there's this person who plays floorball national and she's damn pretty. seriously. actually i wanted to take a picture with her. but it'll be kinda weird lah.. haha like im gonna say: 'hello, i wanna take a picture with you, because i think you're very pretty!.' haha. weird right!. she'll think im a freak!. and her friends might get jealous. muahahah!. anw, she reminds me of supranee. seriously!. almost the same lah.. like so pretty and tall and she plays for the national team. just that this girl plays floorball. haha(: but floorball and hockey a bit the same lah.. haha!(:
ps: i like to take pictures with pretty girls. so if i ever take a picture with you, that means i think you're pretty!. [ as in only with you and no one else!. ] yaye!

even if you know, i hope that wont change a thing.(:

okay. it's gonna be monday!. let's look at the positive side!. alrights.
i need to add pics to my posts like what.. erm dont know who said that. haha!. but i cant find my wire! sian arh. then my hp memory space is kinda full!. argh!. where did you put that wire!?.

why is my reflection someone i dont know..
look at the mirror and say: im pretty! (:

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jocleen- (:
fiona- didnt you agree with me? oh ya, you said whatever. so i just took it that you agreed with me. hah! moron!.
pea- haha. im so gonna bet you in chinese now! muahaha!.
jiale- jiiiaaaalllllleeeeeeee!!!..
maureen- your reaction damn big leh. crazy.. haha
you better answer- hello, you. may i know who this is?

i woke up and i felt sick.. ):

alrights. i slept the whole day. so not much to say. but, i was happy ytd. F came. yaye!. alrights. im just damn tired now. and i sorta regret sth i did just now just because i wanna sleep. sorry.
well, i can say that ytd we played a great game. and somehow, i think what she say just doesnt make sense, please. i feel that she doesnt care, but only winning. argh.

okay. donuts today. ate sth that was too sweet and tasted weird. and it was coffee. but how can it be? i like coffee. haha. (: alrights. thank god we dont have to do suicides. or maybe we have to do, but i dont know. hahah!.

and these few days im kinda addicted to all those war shows. damn nice. they would persevere all the way just to live. and they're also damn determind. okay. and blah blah blah.. just go watch it lah.. haha (:

and if you were observant enough, you'd see FP ytd. muahahah!. (:

alrights. no mood to do homework. alrights. time to sleep again.. maybe later. hahaa(:

i love FP!. hopefully she doesnt know it's her. well, it doesnt make any difference anw. haha!(:

Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
-La Bruyere

Labels: come what may..

Labels: im just a man, not a hero

Labels: my chemical romance.

i gave up giving in and now it's time to say goodbye.

jocleen- oh i am? oh.. then that's too bad. oh well.. haha.. yeah. the J is you lah. see lah!. now the whole world knows it's you. haiz. cant you keep a secret? haiz.. haha.
fiona- wow. so i guess that you only want your face to be sunburned so you asked the sun to tan your face and only your face. wow. interesting. could you teach me how? haha.

sometimes i feel, why do i even care?

alrights. it's a helping session with pea in a math tml morning.- im so helpful. better thank me for this. i sacrifice my sleep for you. i want to sleep until i wake up on my own ya know.(: then it will be physio in the afternoon. yaye. then can buy tape. but it's mine!. you can take from netball if you want. heh! (: then might be watching movie in the evening. okay.. maybe i wont lah.. cause im saving money to watch: i am the legend. yeah!!!. haha. it looks damn interesting and nice. like those thriller movies!. anyone wanna watch it with me?

well, im hoping you would.
right now, there's this irritating bug flying in my room. the door is open; why dont you leave!?argh. stop annoying me. i could've killed it when i had the chance. but i decided to let it live. nah who am i kidding?!. i just could find anything suitable to smack it! muahahah!.

just talked to rachel wong. [ in case you dont know, she's a friend in ijtp..] alrights. she said this: "everyone i know, is like OMG! we'll be playing with ijtp and rachel wong ah!." haha and im quite surprised when she said that it's possible to win them as long as we play hard. hopefully she's right. cause i dont wanna do any more suicides!. i think i've had enough for now.

kay. my room's in a bigBIGbig mess. seriously. must be the fly. haha. nah. im aint gonna blame the fly, but i do blame it for annoying me. alrights. cant think of any stupid stuff. so i'll just shut up and pack. haha.

my heart remains with you.

dyhmiyh?
well, i miss you alr. the way you smile and laugh when you dont konw what to say or just shy. whenever i ask you to sit, you just say no. wheneve i ask you if you wanna eat, you say you're not hungry. but somehow, i feel that there's nothing we can talk about. but i like the company. just walking with you with no words. i just feel comfortable. though it's rather weird.(:

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one
That shines above you and I
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you
I'll be the one by your side

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take, take everything and leave me scrambling
reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place.

lee huang- really? dont lie to yourself lah.. it's bad. haha
fiona- sunburned? are you sure? why isit only your face? haha.
jocleen- ya. so as long as i dont move, you cant see me. muahahah. im nothing in your eyes!. im camouflaged!. haha. ya lah. im thinking too much. but someone saved me!.

im here to blog again. alrights. wanna start with ytd. it was a damn good, happy, tiring, fun, boring day. haha!. went out w F ytd. met at cityhall mrt station. wanted to support mwl in the standard chart thingy. not bad lah. she run quite fast. cause we took an mrt from raffles to cityhall and she reached there before us. wah best!. right!. ate breakfast tgh. then mwl went off for church. so me and F went to walk around. it feels like the whole day. cause we walked at vivo and suntec. damn tiring. after that, im off to church at expo!

right!. ytd's church was damn good. nick sth came. the one w/out arms and legs. [tml it's he's birthday. i think. cool, eh?] so that's my reason for going to church ytd. im glad i went. was really inspired by what he said. yaye! and guess i had an opportunity to hug him. sad that he cant hug back. was only able to hug with his neck. though God didnt give him any limbs, he still manage to touch our hearts with God's word. God uesd him, made him this way. and guess what. he said that if there's anything that would give him limbs, he wouldnt want it. it doesnt stop him from doing a lot of great things. im just thankful i went there ytd. see, F! you missed a great sermon!.

anw, i feel that i manage to have a confident and smooth talk with mst ytd. that's great right. well, i feel that i've wronged her. though she maybe bias and whatever. well, read this book J lend me. talked about a lot of things about God. though it's looks like an ordinary story book. it really somewhat made me feel that i've drifted away from God. well, i feel that i can do much more if only i believed. thanks J for lending me the book!(:

alrights. that's all for now.

byebye!.
i missing G already!

Labels: there's more to life than this.

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and i say: AMEN!.
maureen- if you cant take it, then why are you still laughing? i wonder why.. haha
jocleen- haha. really? i have this poster in my house that says when you see a dog, it's a dog but when it sees you, it sees you as everything else. haha
lee huang- you also helped out in the bullying. not only me hor.. haha.
fiona-hello red face. why are you blushing?

this is how we overcome

alrights. this week is over. and it's december alr. that's damn fast. soon i'll be christmas!(: then after that, school will be starting again. (: [must be positive, so i put (: haha ] then before you know it, o levels is here!. then right after that we'll be graduating and we'll be going for prom? :/ after that, who knows we'll be going to the same school. then we graduate from whatever school we go to. go to university. after that we'll be working our asses off because we need to support our own family. once it's over, it's retirement time!. then we'll look at our photos. comparing how we looked like when we were young. so much youth and energy in us. remembering all the times. then as time pass, each one will be gone one by one. some may be facing some problems. but some may go peacefully.
hold up.. okay. im thinking too far. argh.

anw, im not very happy.
im not happy with myself. i just dont know why i feel this way. argh it just sucks lah. i need that book now!. alrights. maybe i need to relax for a while. anw, i visited my ahma today. and today is also my uncle's birthday. well, i think so. haha. alrights. walked ard bishan and that's when i felt unhappy. it's just a sudden feeling or maybe not. anw, i didnt complete anything today. and that sucks cause it's alr december. i havent even complete any hw!. im half way throught eng and geog. i cant be bothered about my chinese until my chinese teacher comes. how about lit? well, i did the wrong questions, so it's also = havent start on lit yet. ):

alrights. had a game one night this week. lost badly. i felt nothing. just the stupid stomache which kept pulling me down. and because we lost we have to do 14 suicidals. 1 suicidals in 30 secs. and of course we did more than 14. argh. come on lah. even if we played our best and still didnt win, i bet you're still gonna make us do suicidals and kill us. some schools are not of our level and you know it. if we win them, it would be a miracle! but so what if we lose? as long as we played our best, isnt that enough? you are making training worse and worse each time. i really felt like quiting at times. anw, it does benefit us by doing all those sucidals.

okay.. now, im thinking of the show: facing the giants. seriously, it's such an inspirational show. it's the 2nd human show that inspired me. haha. the first is coach carter. others will be shows about horses. how they wont give up for their rider because their riders have given them much love. and they are loyal too. yepyep. i love horses. haha.(:

shut up and drive..

okayokay. im suppose to sleep now. cant wait for tml. it's gonna be a brand new day. a day with you.
you gave it to me!.(:
alrights. im happy!.

hello! welcome to the show. i thought we broke up years ago. watchout!. i just shit my pants. cant believe i asked.

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