i hate standard deviation. why the * do we learn it? it just doesnt make any sense to me. what the * is standard deviation. argh! it sucks man. i hate to press the damn calculator. so irritating!. argh!. presspresspresspresspress. my fingers pain arh!. qi si ren arh!.

okay. actually, i didnt press until my fingers were hurt. i was just so angry.. and i bet the calculator is gonna be broken cause i think i press too hard. damn qi leh.. ):

anw, tml PLMGSS is having a holiday!. okay. im not happy nor sad. it doesnt make any difference anw. cause the netballers still have game tml. that is damn sad. )): why cant they put it on friday. this sucks, yo. haiz. and next week is cny alr. damn fast. and i havent buy anything yet. it's okay. cause i still love my clothes that i bought last year. i've made a good choice. (:

the week is the usual. study study study. then must run. why do they make us run? irritating leh. i hate to run in the morning. and dont they know that it's unfair to the ppl who are running in the last lane. THEY RUN MORE!. what the hell is wrong with them? i hate morning run. )): and i hate pe now. ))):

and i wanna cut my hair. she doesnt want to give me money to cut my hair. so whoever wanna help me cut, you're welcome to do so.. but must have experience lah.. ((:

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fiona tan- it's okay. bu yao stress dao ni bald, okay?. (: PERSEVERE!. (:
fiona poon- PERSEVERE!. im also very stressed. ):
FIONAS- YOU GOTTA PERSEVERE!. haha.. i just felt like typing that. haha.
weikee- yeah. i like it too. it's good. cause you can just shout like hell!!!!!.. and nobody will really care.. haha.. (: well, that's your face..haha
pea- haha.. it's free to hug the hugging machine.. yaye!. (: *hug*(:

i dont f-ing understand. im feel so angry just to do homework!. why? argh. i hate this!. damn sian leh!!. argh!. stupid assignments!.

im angry and sad and.. just not happy lah.. ):

leave me alone
get out of my face.

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training today was goooooood. actually it's okay lah. anw, i want to say sth but i dont think i should lah.. since the internet is worldwide. so anyone can reveal this post. so im being nice and not post about it!. (:

many homework to be completed. and argh!. my God!. can you just do what i said?. it's so simple and it's so irritating when.. argh!. i just wanna kill you!!. irresponsible..

anw, i like this quote:
happiness is not a destination. it is a method of life.
- burton hills.

yeah. so if you think like this: if i get that, i'll be happy. haha.. no, you wont.. well, you may be happy, but it's only temporary. so it's about how you live your life.. you choose to be happy or sad. it's your feelings. you control it. (:
okay.. i dont konw why im talking about this, maybe i have no topic lah.. haha.. yeah. so if you think that whatever i say is rubbish.. go and die!. no lah. im not so mean.. for those who know me so well, it's true right? of course!. why not?. hahah. (:

okay, im bored and tired and i wanna die..
goodnites. (:

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pea- yeah. i hope so too. (:
fiona- but why? wanna tell me more?

hello everyone, since i feel that i should pen down my thoughts. so enjoy reading!.(:

let's start w the GOOD news.
WE WON BEDOK NORTH!
okay. im not excited as i typed that. :/

i think i should say the bad news now.
we lost to east spring. it's okay to declare it. anw, like what most ppl said. we learn more when we dont succeed.

today is a sad day. ): - this is my thoughts.

I deserve a try honey just once
Give me chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But, honey, he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

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this is how i say hello: HELLO!. [ wave at me! cause im waving at you! hahah!(: ]

my knee hurts. ): so many blue black. whenever my wound touches water, it just hurts damn terribly. i just dont wanna walk after i bathe and just go to sleep. ): today, it was extremely painful.): HURRY RECOVER!.

alrights. pulau ubin is still the same. not much difference. except the shop at the terminal is GONE!. ): so.. nvm. it doesnt make any difference anw. (: wah. then have lots of insects bitting my leg. am i that sweet? TELL ME!. heh(: anw, learnt many things about plants today. but i've forgotton most of them. (: okay nth much about pulau ubin lah.. just the same old pulau ubin it has been since 3 years ago. or maybe 2. (: aiya.. same lah.. one year also dont have a lot of difference right!. hahah(:

okay. i was (: all the way until i was on my way home and i became ): and angry [ dont know how to make the angry face.. hahah!. ] i just.. ugh!!. DAMN IT, YOU!!. anw, right now, im just : no facial expression yet. maybe i'll be like :/ or like :\ later. hahah. a bit no difference arh. HAHA!.
okay i CAN just wait for monday to come. SERIOUSLY, i CAN wait!. (:

okayokay. homework duoduo!. mei tian yao du shu. hai yao play netball. zhen de hen stress arh!. i think my chinese is quite good lah. i need to improve in it. BUT I STILL HATE IT!. (: -you dont have to like it. you just have to IMPROVE on it!. cant afford to fail chinese anymore and let her mark my compo as just pass!. (:

we dont know why the innocent dies.

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fiona- i bet you're fiona poon. no stress yet yo. i'll do my best to help.. (:
jamie: dont talk to me in jap. or else im just gonna ignore your every tag!. hpmh!.

WOOHOO!. IT'S FRIDAY.. ONCE AGAIN!. PRAISE THE LORD! i just love friday. but i also dont really like friday.. school end at 3 plus leh.. ): haha.. so contradicting!. (:

anw, GOOD NEWS!:
PLMGSS WON DUNMAN SECONDARY! WOOHOOO!.

okay.. anw, training today was..:/ but fun!. yep. anw, i almost died in chinese class today. aww man. ): and pea was killing herself, seriously!. haha.. okay. ate dinner with rayner, cheryl and my mum. wah. then i wanted to eat at changing appetites. but i forgot how to go there. so we just ate at suntec lo.. ): wah. and the food i ordered had a chief recommandation logo but ugh.. it wasnt really that nice.. had this weird funny taste. but since im being so nice. i FORCE myself to eat it!. UGH!. bleah!. i can still taste it in my mouth. and seriously, i just wanna vomit. bleah, bleah, blleeaaahhh!!.

ohoh and i think that i trained so hard that i have blisters on my foot!. wahliao eh. then in school, i feel damn uncomfortable.. i really dont wanna go cip tml.. haha.. actually, i think it's the new school socks that made my foot have blisters. damn you!. fiona tan also have blisters. poor leg.. ): especially the right side.. ))): haha. and im having muscle aches. anyone wanna help me massage.. my foot?. or maybe my head. :D

and it's week 3 alr!. ahh!. havent even started studying yet lah. next week have test alr leh.. ): damn fast can. okay.. i must start mugging.. erm.. maybe tml?. haha. kinda lazy now. and i seriously need my sleep. damn tired. oh and i must say this. I DONT LIKE PE NOW!. I WANNA PLAY BASKETBALL DURING PE!. seriously lah.. almost every pe lesson, we just run and run and run and run until the lesson ends.. just like morning run. so sian. I DONT LIKE!. i wanna play basketball can!. haiz.

anw, tml cip. UGH!. i dont like primary school kids!. they are so irritating! i just want chinese new year to come. (:

alrights.. goodnite people.
happy mugging during the weekends. ):

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i was looking for the canon in D chords but cant find. only tabs. ): then i came across this super-cool-amazing guy. omg! the way he play the guitar is like woah!. damn fast man!. some more he's quite cute lah.. haha. okay. go see. he's damn good man!. haha
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1491516901670441597

yep anw, since im on the com now. might as well blog something right? haha. okay.. this week, it has been a really tiring one. once i reached home, i just sleep. of course i'll take my bath and eat firts right!. im not THAT dumb!. haha!. yep and i'll be having netball 4 times a week. it's seriously madness. i think im going crazy alr. i really need a break man. thought today i reached home quite early, i still sleep leh!. haiya. then didnt study my chinese ting xie for my chinese tuition. i know im kinda old to still have chinese ting xie lah.. dont laugh..

and right now, there's a super irritating fly, is flying around me. cant seem to KILL it!. maybe cause it's flying all the time!? duh!. dam irritating leh. wahliao eh!.

wah. then today im also not in a really good mood once i reached home. wahliao eh. trying to piss me off only. it's fine if you dont wanna believe me. ugh!. next time, i think i'll just stay in school and study lah.. since everytime when i reach home, i'll just sleep. who wanna accompany me!? you wont regret it! haha. aiya. but my mum wants me home leh. what can i do? tsk!.

anw, tml will be the first match. im so excited and scared. please support the netballers!. then we'll love you a lot!. muacks!. ohohoh and i wanna a hug from many people. haha. dont ask why. kinda random too!. haha. so tml if you see me right, just hug me baby!. haha!. alrights. i'll just shut up and sleep now. goodnites!.

as i leave would you be someone to say goodbye?
as i leave would you be someone to wipe your eyes?

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i just checked my timetable and my monday practically sucks. ugh!. right after contact is recess. which means after that, NO MORE RECESS!. tsk!. i hate early rescess. ):

ytd had cca fair. omg! i wasnt that enthu. i guess the older you are, the less enthu you are, huh? aiya, just didnt had the mood to pull ppl to the netball stall. all i was thinking was to sleep. and before the sec1s came, we played the NEW version of"everybody follow me". the stall next to us were staring at us!. i bet they were thinking " wow! netballers are so cool and funny and creative!. i shoulda join netball instead.." if anyone plays it in school, then they should know that it was founded by netballers. special thanks to ZHIXIAN AND ELIZ. haha!. i just think that eliz is so damn funny. always there to make me laugh. even though sometimes her face will show an angry expression. so whatever face she makes, always makes me laugh. reminds me of a clown. eliz, if you're reading this, you're not a clown!. haha!. so irony!.

then after that, played basketball at niki's house. i was making a complete fool out of myself and hugging almost everyone.. well, maybe only niki!. haha! cant do that during netball trainings. 'we have to be serious!' after that gym with fiona poon. i felt dead after gyming. and i almost slept on the way home. thank god i didnt. reached home safe and sound. (: hooray! i died!. okay, that's not funny.. without me, where would you guys be? what would you guys do? what will happen to the world?! okay, this is funny!. (:

alrights homework and study now. (:

hey, dont worry!. (:

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hello all. hahaa! it's fiona the great here. hhaha. not Fiona Tan thou. haha! yay!
anw. im not a freak ok. can u ppl out there imagine claris koh shi lei in the netball skirt. its complete oh my goodness can. so unbelievable. haha. claris dun act smart lor. basketball is only a way of relieving stress lor. loser. hahaa. loser with a BIG L BIG O BIG S BIG E BIG R AND AN EXCLAMATION MARK. HAHAA. btw. claris isnt funny at all. but she claims she is. haha.

PS: Claris is a cow with four legs. hahaa.
claris. u better not delete this. haha

<3 Fiona :D

i fell in love with the djay, djay. nanananananananananananan. Oo oo oo.
haha. i dont know the lyrics plus im just lazy to search for the lyrics. haha. and i dont even know who sang that song!. how great!. just heard it from somewhere.. like nickelodeon. haha!. oh and if you think that nick is too childish for me, you're wrong. i dont find any fault with watching nick. i just love watching it everyday. which makes me drift away from the world.. so when ppl ask me.. " did you watch that show last night on channel 5?" i'll be like.. no. and just leave those ppl. besides i wont even know what they are talking about!. (:

and my 3rd sister is crazy. well, she's always crazy so you cant blame her. she just graduate from tkgs and is now currently at srjc. and she learnt a new cheer. and she finds it so funny that she must share it with me. but i find it so lame that i must share it with you. it goes sth like this:
put your left hand up[showing a letter 'L']
put your right hand up[showing the letter 'L' too]
whatever,whatever, whatever.. [shake your hands while you say them. haha]
okay, i think the person doing the cheer actually affects the the cheer. so what im sayin' is that my sister is boring. and of course she is. always talking about facts and japanese stuff. i dont even know what she's talking about!. blahblahblah.. talking about japanese stuff, i sit next to a girl who's into japanese stuff. and i can actually die. cause i have no idea what she's talking about!. haha!. okay back to the topic. so if someone like say, eliz would to do the cheer, i bet it'll be funny. i think the person who made up this cheer is actually funny. no wonder my sister would think it's funny!. omg! im so funny!. okay, just a compliment for myself. it's good to praise yourself once in a while. (:

alrights. and let's talk about this week and netball. this week has been the most suckest week!. i practically stayed back the whole week!. for what, you might ask!? NETBALL!. no lah.. only 4 times for netball. i've forgotton what i did for the other 1 day. what did i do? hmm... okay. im just not happy about the fact that i stayed back 4 times a week for netball. 3 times for tainings and the other for helping out. okay. i really regretted helping out in the end. really wastes my time. and i really wonder, is there any cip points? otherwise, im really wasting my time. thought it'd be fun, but i guess not. i could have spend more time on my chinese. argh, i dont know why im not liking netball anymore.. could be because of cs.. or maybe.. blahblahblah. *unknown words for you readers* but when i play the game, it's feels really great and man, i just wanna play somemore. but then again, because of certain reasons, im not liking it. :\

okay, it's only the 2nd week and im stressed!. this really sucks, yo. i feel that the school teachers are giving us too much pressure. cant they see that we're damn tired alr? we study in school and still have to study at home just to show our parents that we studied and not fool around. with too much stress, students cant do well for their exams. they need to relax. i really feel damn stressed. so, my conclusion: i need basketball to relief stress and go to the gym once in a while. anyone wanna accompany me? you wont regret, i assure you. haha.. im just kidding. let's not take life too seriously, we need to have some laughter!. haha! (:

okay right now, im dealing with a laughter freak cause i said that im gonna wear my netball skirt tml as she said that she cant imagine that im gonna wear it. what's so funny about it?. see!, im dealing with a freak!. no lah. actually she's not a freak lah.. just a bit high and crazy now. and maybe the stress is getting to her. she cant be saved anymore!. therefore, i conclude that the teachers are giving us too much stress. maybe basketball can save her.. and me.. haha. therefore, i conclude that basketball is a cure. i just cant stop thinking about her. (: makes me happy!(:

alrights. im happy now. okay. goodnites. (:

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no more f words. (:

i just feel damn tired these few days. i really dont wanna go to school anymore. i cant take it. feelin' the stress. i need basketball!. which im gonna play this sat!. i really cant wait. i need to relief stress and guess what, i think netball is stressful. hah!.

i hope there's a spot; save me a smile. (:

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i remember how i used to be so crazy over blank. and i always listen to this song. and i become so depressed. haha. (: i was young then. haha(:

zhixian- relax? you must be kidding.

alrights. i realised that i didnt watch tv for a super long time. sad): but on the bright side, my brains cells arent dying!. haha!. and my brain seems to be very healthy at the moment. cause.. i taught pea a math and i did most of my hw. im gonna die for chem. havent do yet. argh!. and for this week, i'll be damn busy. 2 WEEK OF SCHOOL ONLY LEH! haiz..

okay, im tired. goodnites.

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pea- you are so wrong so many times. (:
maureen.- the whole show is disappointing): copy resident evil. always have some stupid virus thing. then the virus will cause the people to be a zombie.. blahblahblah.. the same story line. but i am legend have a cure lah. haha. but it's still disappointing. ):

hey! guess what!?
i played basketball in the morning today and slept the rest of my day. FULL STOP!. muahaha!. (: so right now im doing my homework. kinda late alr. ): but better than nothing. i was tired okay.

goodbye!. i still have holiday homework to do and blahblahblah.. (:

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yay!. i've got time to blog now! hurry!. ahahah!. (:

okay.. first thing.. UGH!. first 3 days of school and it sucks.. ): i didnt really get to enjoy myself.. training 3 times a week!. argh!. and training really killed me for this wed and today. still have many more to come. ): but i like the feeling that i could complete everything that she threw at us!. yeah. GREAT FEELING, MAN!.haha. alrights. and i really feel that it wastes my money just to buy the ankle guard for just this tournament. wth?!. and said that the tapping method is wrong. okay.. im MAD! the doctor taught me this method, okay!? if you think that it's wrong, then why dont you just teach us the CORRECT ONE!? zhen de qi si ren arh!! and when you said that i should play netball, it really got me thinking.. haha.. too bad. i've set my mind that i wanna join rockclimbing. and climb for free. wah. did you know that the entry fee is damn ex!. and to rent the equipments, the total cost [ including entry fee ] is about $30. crazy!. haha.

alrights.. next week is a busy week again.. haiz. stupid house meeting. took my monday. now have to reschedule training on wed. took my wed. i love my wednesday, okay! ): i really hope that the tournament will end really soon.

alrights. and for this weekend, i have many homework waiting for me. so. right now, im gonna relax. yay!. okay, fine.. i think i shall just do some now. (:

i know this will be temporary.(:

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