if i agree with you.. will you shut up!

Monday, April 28, 2008,

today aint a great day.
i just hate the way you act, you know.
- ugh. disgusts me.

alright. mid years are around the corner.. or maybe just this friday. this sucks, yo. i cant wait for midyear to end. this is just midyear, i wonder what it'll be like when o levels are here. you know, i think it's because of stress here and there that affects my mood real bad. im having like super bad mood, especially at home. i get annoyed easily. argh. i feel bad now. sorry.)x

Is it hard understanding

I'm incomplete?

A love that's so demanding,

I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living.

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

.Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.

Nothing you can say could stop me going home.

Labels: rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice.

8:35 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008,

*yawns..

okay. it's damn tiring just studying. study till 10-11pm. thank god for every weekend. x).
okay. both chinese and english oral is over. i predic that im gonna fail chinese. firstly, i cant really speak proper chinese. they are like small pieces here and there. then, idk how to say many,many words. that's damn bad. )x conversation is really bad. i said one sentence that idrk what im talking about. wth?!. but when i asked my chinese teacher, she said that i wasnt wrong. x).

okay next week, damn mid-year is starting. x( damn me is gonna explode. right now, my brain is filled w many, log, surds, matrix?? divergence, convergence, EQ, tsunami.. and why the hell are there so many flies in my hosue?! YES!. serisously, idkw, but there's a lot.. A LOT.. of flies in my house. i just wanna pull out their freaking wings out and squash them and flatten them so they would stay. okayokay.. i was exaggerating about the number of flies in my house. my house isnt like infested with flies. i wouldnt be able to sleep in peace. im just so annoyed by them. argh!!.
-i aint that stressed. x)

Came a time

When every star fall brought you to tears again

We are the very hurt you sold

And what's the worst you take

from every heart you break

And like the blade you stain

Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

Labels: can we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again?

11:07 PM

Friday, April 18, 2008,

sometimes, i cant accept the truth.

man, im thinking too much.
today, aint a great day. no mood for this and that. cant be bothered with much. well, that's only for the morning part. in the afternoon, it aint that bad. i manage to study my geog and do other stuff. anw i think im sick. hopefully. :/ wth? i need to talk to someone.

okay. freak those things. anw, netball is the 2nd most fit cca. im proud. (: i feel like playing netball and basketball. cause i feel fat. my muscles are turning into fats. argh. flabs everywhere. ): it's unacceptable!. okay time to jian fei!. and exercise. but damn, needa study.
tsk!. i need to play basketball!.

-i cant believe time passes damn fast.

Today is a winding road

Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Today in the blink of an eye

I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Labels: it's the words you say.

6:16 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008,

weikee- stupid camera!. ):<
nur- yes, i know i cant do anything if you like me.
e-lover- i think you've got the wrong blog. my name isnt CHARIS. and if you dont know how to spell, please look above the tagboard.
gloria- GLORIA! HOW CAN YOU GIVE UP!?
pea- stupid emath quiz!. ): the tail cost me 9 marks!.
???passerby-sorry, idk you.
qinyi- yesyes qinyi, you're not a monster and i love you too. (:
nur- haha it wants to grow everyday. (: anw, thanks. you study hard too,yeah?
???passerby- idk you.

okay, i know there are many people out there who loves me so dearly, like e-lover and qinyi. unfortunately, gloria gave up. -FINE!. it's over!. i still have others. haha.- okay. okay, if ya'll love me so much, please dont fight over me. let's work this out, man!

you see, not even one week and there's many tags. some unknown. some just want to tell me how much they love me. stop it,okay!. i know how you feel!. haha. - only referring to qy. but if you wanna continue tagging me those kind of comments, you're still welcome. (:

okay. tml's at bedok. gotta go byebye. (:

Labels: (:

9:31 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008,

stole this from pea. (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPwkZdGyyIU

when im gone by eminem. - i think it's damn nice(: anyone who has it, please sendsend. (:

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?

Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?

When they know they're your heart

And you know you were their armour

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?

And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?

What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

okay. first day of the week is great!. cause weikee brought her camera. (: and today passed kinda fast. (: oh and pea passed her amath test with distinction!. (: i feel so proud. (:

do you even dare to look at me? ityam. ):

Labels: hanging on a thin thread.

6:36 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008,

i love my chemical romance a lot!. -okay. that's random. anyone have their songs please send me!!. i need to have their songs! *ahh!.

this week- i got A for all the 5 items, plus my 2.4km. WOOHOO!. 30 POINTS! i feel like re-running my 2.4km. i wanna beat zhixian!. tsk! ): plus i have muscle ache due to stretching too damn far and pushing myself to do more than fiona in ipu,but failed): anw, my hair for this week kinda suck.. so i cut my hair again!. only thin the back part lah. wah. if i really cut, i think i'll be bald eh. eww. ): but im not. (: and i screwed emath test. oh damn. guess i need to practice more, huh.

okay. i seriously need to mug real hard. seems like everyone is dying mugging. how sad ):

i need help in stupid phy and chem and social studies and lit. i suck at humanities. ):

If im so wrong,

Can you listen to it all night long?

Oh will it matter, after I’m gone

Because you never learned a goddamned thing

You're just a sad song, with nothing to say

About a life long wait for a hospital stay

And if you think that I’m wrong

This never meant nothing, to you

jocleen- Phew!. how lucky! (:

nur- haha. my hair's like grass. grows damn fast and grows a lot. (:

Labels: did you get what you deserve?

8:02 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008,

hello. i just cut my ugly hair and... it became uglier! *SCREAMS! okay it's way too short. i feel so uncomfortable. and i think my hair is still kinda thick. okay.. anyone wanna help my thin it? please? okay. i really think i look like some mushroom head or something. i dont wanna go to school until my hair grows back. i think it's way worse than shaving bald.. :/ anw, there's always a good side of everything.. firstly, i wont be irritated by my long hair and it's not a forest anymore. haha. okay. and i purposely cut cause of 2.4km. i hate it when i have hair at my neck when i run. and i dont wanna tie my hair. it's only for netball.. ): okay. i miss netball now. okay back on track. i dont want people to see me with my hair tied up, plus i cant even tie my hair properly. i think i look weird cause it's damn messy. hmm. i think i look like the pic on qy's ez card. *face cramp. okay.. that's untrue for those of you who dont know. i look way better than that pic. how can i even compare myself with that pic!. it's like a monster or something. idk!. it's just not human!. haha. [qy, laugh. it's mean to be funny.(:] for those of you who havent seen her pic. please dont.. trust me. okay. i think my hair is not proportionate. cause the back is too short and the front is like.. nvm.. you'll get to see it on monday. please dont scream when you see me. it's rude. and anw, it's the inside that really counts. looks doesnt matter.. does it?. of course not!

okay that's the crap i have to say for today. cheers(:
watch this. it's about stupid questions.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBfR-p9UzO0&NR=1
i like this.. (:

she said, he said live like no tomorrow.

Labels: someday i'll see you again. (:

7:39 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008,