if i agree with you.. will you shut up!

Thursday, May 29, 2008,

today is thursday. wow. this week passed really fast.. alrights. and im just happy that i dont have to go to school tml.. i hate extra lessons man. first of all, we dont have proper tables and chairs!. cant write properly. and secondly, they gave us break but the canteen isnt open. what genius!. okay. i need to buy food for next week. on 2nd thought, maybe not. i gotto lose some weight. (:

okay. im so excited for tml. cause im gonna collect my new spects!!. yaye!. haha.. i must be mad.. but i just cant wait. alrights. anw today, i dont really understand what im actually learning. though i understand what is what.. kinda..

alrights. time for me to study again. (:

i wanna cut my hair!. and i wanna do sth.. which i've forgot..

i wanna go to church. and im going this sunday!. im actually excited!. (:

'I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.'

Labels: with words i thought i'd never speak;

6:33 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008,

im back!.
alrights. firstly, back from mugging of chinese. and back from walking too much..
anw, im happy today. (: watched indiana jones.. dont really get the story but still, kinda nice. (: yeah and went to eat fish and co. oh and the best part was that i didnt pay for anything. muahaha. friend and sis helped to pay for everything. (: thanks eh. i feel expensive.. oh.. maybe cause i am.. (:

alrightsalrights.. 2 days ago was my birthday.. doesnt matter much anw.. cause i still have to study for chinese. but just wanna say: thank you so much for those wishes and presents. greatly appreciated. (:

alrights. moving on to other stuff. you know, i thought about some stuff like what i wanna do in the future.. well, i wanna travel around singapore first, then around the world. but sadly.. i dont have the money.. maybe only around singapore.. okay.. that's one thing.. and i also thought about my chinese os like what will i get/will i reach my goal/must i retake... [cause i really dont wanna retake it..] sometimes i feel that i should work harder and stop getting off my chair and walk around the house before continuing my work. and maybe i should be more focus and not think about other stuff.. well, it's alr over claris.. there's nothing you can do now.

oh talk about other stuff. disgusting person disgustingly has to destroy my day.. all i have to do is to remember that 'it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell you to bite me'.

alrights. happythoughtshappythoughtshappythoughts. (: okay. im still happy about today. okay and im not really happy about tml. i have to pack my room which = give me soar eyes and rudolf's red nose. eww. and i'll perspire so much, i think i'll flood the room. and once it dries up, the room will be filled with salt. and once again. my room will be still dirty. so what's the point of cleaning up? arh.. im just kidding man. i wont flood the room with my persiration. i dont give out that much water. even if i do, i'll be dehydrated by then and die.. [everyone, start touching wood!.] but seriously, even if i did packed my room, it'll still be messy. cause half the room AINT MINE!. yes. im trying to say i have a messy and untidy sister. and i bet she wont read this cause she'll be too busy making her room as messy as ever and chatting with her online friends and doing her disgusting marketing project which i have no idea what it is about. know why? cause it's not implanted in my head! THAT'S WHY!

i hate projects.. okay that's one point for not going to poly.. yesyes. i havent choose where to go/which course to take/what jc to really go to/ blahblahblah.. same old story. alrights.. byebye. enjoy your holidays because when you reach sec4, it aint that fun no more.. though it looks fun.. -LOOKS ARE DECEVING!.

-okay i wanna go church, yet i feel guilty. dont ask.

There's a song that's inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold.

But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

Labels: unafraid;

9:59 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008,

PEER PRESSURE.

what the hell was i thinking then? okay whatever lah. i just want to talk to pea and weikee now. i feel so uncomfortable right now. and i gotta get some stupid stuff off my damn mind. arghh!.

alrights, my teeth feels weird. too much sugar i guess. okay and im fat. aww, man. i gotta start running and do sit-ups.

-too bad CLARIS, you gotta go study your chinese.

okay. im gonna now. byebye. ): (

And I'll say, ha, what I wanna say!

Tell me I'm an angel,

Take this to my grave.

Tell me I'm a bad man,

Kick me like a stray.

Tell me I'm an angel,

Take this to my grave.

Labels: a kiss and i will surrender

6:46 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008,

i just read something from the internet that reminds me of someone very special. (: makes me (: and ): but overall, (: 'i wanna be like her, someday.'

-inspired. im gonna work hard(: and change some stuff (: hopefully successful.(:

- CLARIS, you gotta get your butt away from the com in order to study. okay. someone stop me.

just a THANK YOU for being part of my life. you've made a difference. (:

For as long as I shall live

I will testify to love

I'll be a witness in the silences

When words are not enough

With every breath I take

I will give thanks to God above

For as long as I shall live

I will testify to love

the nice always finish last- isit true?

Labels: thank you.

8:01 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008,

hey babe, just want you to know that i miss you. (:

weikee-yaye! let's play!. and idk why my fonts like that. idk how to change. ):

GLORIA- i miss you a lot leh!. (x

shir- i said go away!. which part of the sentence do you not understand?

i feel so accomplished today. well, not yet. (x still have the night time, yo. (: im eating macs today!!!. yay!. and im growing fat!!! yay!. -shut up!. >:(
okay im happy today cause my blog have nice picture and lyrics!. (: http://www.boltcity.com/copper/copper_021_happy.htm

Why does my heart cry?

Feelings I can't fight

You're free to leave me, but just don't decieve me

And please believe me when I say I love you

Labels: short and sweet.(:

7:01 PM

Friday, May 9, 2008,

hellohellohellohello. im so happy. cause today i played basketball! it seems like years since i played basketball. well, it's gonna feel few like years again the next time im gonna play basketball. x( actually, no. cause for pe, we'll be playing baketball. yippe!. and i can learn some new skills!. i hope.. yipee, anw! haha. okay im kinda hyper now. maybe it's because of my a math test. im so damn scared throughout the a math test. i was scared to even hand up my work!. wth?! but i was also kinda excited when i handed up my work. :/ okay i cant wait to get my a math paper back!.

okay. midyears. okay it's kinda stressful. cause i always do last min studying. okay i cant do this for o levels. :( okay anw, because i was so stressed up doing my emath one night. i started to see things at the corner of my eyes.. erm. they are just shadows so dont get freaked out or anything. :). haha. but i thought it was a dog. see! that shows that im so tired. oh and i also kinda like midyears cause i dont really eat much. = thin! bullshit lah.. haha. okay and i also get to save money!. yaye!.

and the past few days, i've been having weird dreams. the night before, i'll dream of this person, and the next day i'll see her!. weird, huh? but it's quite cool! i can like predict the future.. (:

okay. maybe i should study. it feels weird not studying. but first, i want to sleep and eat now. -i lack of them during the midyears. x)

Labels: it was a lie

2:07 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008,

keep breaking my heart.

alrights. today is good!. did amath in the morning though i did amath ytd till 2am. it's crazy man. but thanks to alyn's coffee [plus milkmaid which makes it damn freaking sweet. yummy!] i can stay awake! or maybe she's around, that's why i could stay awake. hmm. okay. then plus 3 hours of chem. i finally understand mole concept. STUPID MOLE! i've finally conquered you!. okay. i hate redox reaction now. so confusing. oxidation is a reducing agent, gains oxygen, loses electrons, loses hydrogen, increase oxidation number.and reduction is an oxisdising agent, loses oxygen, gains hydrogen,decrease oxidation number. i think it's correct. if it's wrong, it's the prove that it's confusing. (x oh talk about proving. i dont like proving double angles!!. convert until can die!!. one question can actually use one side of a paper!!.

okay. time for geog. happy mugging people!.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day