today. Gloria talked about testing our faith. like if you had to choose your family or God. if you choose God, your family dies. but if you choose your family and denounce God, you get to live. but to think about it. it's actually a very difficult choice. both ways, it will hurt. and she also told us this game that she played: underground church(? cant rmb the name) said that there're many things you can learn from this game. truely, you can. i've alr learnt some things from what she said. in certain countries, you cant preach the word of God. so these Christians had to organise an underground church so that they wont be caught. some of them are actually risking their lives just to preach the word of God, as the people they preached to maybe a spy and...
however, what if there were 15 other non-christians and only one spy? will you still preach the word of God to save the 15?. what if there were only 1 non-christian and 1 spy? will you still do it?. it'll be scary for me to live in such a world and i thank God that i live in S'pore. but seriously, if such things were to happen, i wouldnt know what to do.. coward? courageous? maybe this shows that i need to strengthen my faith in God.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

ps: i've received my EAGLES AWARD! okay im happy!x)

Labels: selfless faith.