im currently helping the childcare that is just outside my house.. which is also the same place where i go for church. (x anw, being those kids reminded me of myself of how playful i was, how childish i was["i dont friend you alr.." haha familiar??] im also reminded of how lazy i was. all i wanted to do was to play and not study. but now, i realised the importance of studying, of how it could affect my future. then when i look at those children, how i want to tell them the importance of studying... but at their age, i bet they wouldnt care. cause they know that they'll have their parents to rely on. but look at those children who cant even afford education, they are so keen to learn though they do not have proper materials to study with. i guess we're just spoilt.

anw, my mum said that she bought me a frying pan. the small one used to fry eggs.. haha.. so funny and weird. so it's funnily weird. hahah. and another thing. friends have been telling me that O results will be out on monday. okay. it's so exciting and scary. it's like i wanna know what i'll get yet, i dont. maybe i only want to know the good news. but if i only knew the good news, i'll know that i didnt do well for the other subjects. tsk.. so this leads on to not wanting to know anything. /: it feels so difficult to move on. ):

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