Thursday, January 22, 2009,

just a random thought.. what if one day i were to find out that my lower part of my body had been paralyzed? it'll be very scary for me. feeling that i've become useless, a burden to everyone around me, knowing that i'll never play sports again, walking on my own is impossible.. i'll have to rely on the people around me. it's one scary truth.
that thought came to me when i was watching true courage. about a man who plays for Singapore and one day, he falls and never able to feel his limbs again. he could only move his neck, turning his head away from others. how sad it is to know that one day, you realized that you cant do the things you love anymore. but then again, maybe God has other plans for you.. it's so difficult, you know.. and again, i just need to strengthen my faith in Him.
anw, school's gonna start soon and i know that i'll end up in srjc. and im so not ready to start jc. it's like a whole new environment to me, esp when i've been in a all girls school since p1. it feels so difficult to adapt. it feel so scary. /: anw, i think i need to be reminded everyday that i need to study if i wanna be one of the top.(x oh and recently, i had a dream. what if i've been accepted into sajc?! how!? haha.. i dont feel like going to sajc anymore. then if i reject sajc? haha.. funny. but it wouldnt happen right?. hah!. (x
Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have call you by your name; you are Mine.
-isaish 43:1
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