today i saw a happy ah ma boarding the bus. unsure why, i just feel so happy to see that smile. a smile can really make my day. and first week of school was just like any other day. just that we have our new classmates and new teachers. am i so fortunate to even be here studying with them? why didnt i retain like the rest? why am i so fortunate to be here in Singapore? sometimes, i feel that i dont deserve all these. God has truely been so gracious to me. giving me, giving us more than what we need. and im just so scared of this year. soon common test will start, then mid-year, then A levels. after that uni will come. time has seriously passed so fast. i dont want to think about it. all can i do now is to study really hard and put all into God's hand. discipline is what i need.

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