This is the month of May. Which also means my birthday is coming. Everyone say: AWESOME!
Anw, what do i want to get for my birthday? Well, stuff like that $90 green long pants from zara. I didnt think i would turn out liking things from zara and stuff that would cost more than $30. Have the money, but not the heart to spend it. :/ Besides trying to save as much.. for those of you who knows what's going on here and there. :) Other stuff includes a rock climbing shoes, that brown vintage bag (maybe not vintage).. There are other stuff, but i cant really rmb right now. :) Anw, one thing i would love to have for my birthday is that everyone gives me blue flowers. I'd be so pychic to wake up in the morning receiving blue flowers till the cows comes home. It's not the usual birthday present, but it would be memorable and AWESOME!. Plus, I REALLY LIKE BLUE FLOWERS!. In my whole life, i didnt receive one blue flower at all. :/ so i guess it would be awesome. Sadly at the same time, no one is reading this blog cause it's long dead and gone. No one knows this blog is alive and kicking! I guess, my birthday will just be another ordinary day. Just like how i spent it for the past 3 years. I really want something special this year.

the ultimate thing that i want can never happen.